holiday madness
So once again I suck at updating but here goes:
basically I've been aimlessly meandering....not in the physical sense but in the life sense....I've become pretty discontent with my job and a good majority of life in general....I'm hoping that the new year and this job title switch will brighten things up a bit....I'm hoping that the new house that PJ has bought will brighten things up a bit....I hope for anything to give me some spark and get me motivated again to do things I need to do....
no one should really be alarmed at this post....it's probably not nearly as bad as I make it out to be....I'm just tired of walking to the plate of life and seemingly striking out every at bat I get....I realize I have an enormous amount of potential and I'm squandering it away it seems....
now that that's out of the way....the holidays were interesting...Mom still pretty much hates all my recent image changes but other than that the family was good and still crazy...got some useful and neat things for christmas for once and new years seems to be shaping up nicely....
finally...I just noticed a comment on my previous post that I have a secret admirer...please feel free to reveal yourself....and if you are the person sending me text messages on my phone I'd definatel love to know since my phone doesn't tell me who my text messages are from and it's driving me crazy :)
EDIT: my secret admirer is NEILYO...anonymous posting bastard :P....I still want to know who's sending me text messages though
that's all for now....see you all in another month ;)
love
-B
basically I've been aimlessly meandering....not in the physical sense but in the life sense....I've become pretty discontent with my job and a good majority of life in general....I'm hoping that the new year and this job title switch will brighten things up a bit....I'm hoping that the new house that PJ has bought will brighten things up a bit....I hope for anything to give me some spark and get me motivated again to do things I need to do....
no one should really be alarmed at this post....it's probably not nearly as bad as I make it out to be....I'm just tired of walking to the plate of life and seemingly striking out every at bat I get....I realize I have an enormous amount of potential and I'm squandering it away it seems....
now that that's out of the way....the holidays were interesting...Mom still pretty much hates all my recent image changes but other than that the family was good and still crazy...got some useful and neat things for christmas for once and new years seems to be shaping up nicely....
finally...I just noticed a comment on my previous post that I have a secret admirer...please feel free to reveal yourself....and if you are the person sending me text messages on my phone I'd definatel love to know since my phone doesn't tell me who my text messages are from and it's driving me crazy :)
EDIT: my secret admirer is NEILYO...anonymous posting bastard :P....I still want to know who's sending me text messages though
that's all for now....see you all in another month ;)
love
-B