alive out of habit
last night i thought i was supposed to work, so i went in at five. turns out i was mistaken, but i sat down and decided to have some mexican food while i was there.
Tip of the day:
do not eat at a restauraunt alone unless you want to be depressed.
i sat in a section with a family across the way and a man-and-woman couple near me. i ordered my food and made awkward conversation with the server. i work with all these people, but i dont know any of the servers by name. while i was waiting for my food for the longest ten minutes of my life (not really, but comparable) i tried to find something to do. i read the alcoholic beverage/dessert menu for entertainment and ate chips and salsa. its amazing how hard it is to sit alone in a restauraunt. when you have a companion/date, you have somebody to talk to. gah, its hard to explain, but trust me: eating alone is gaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
OMG speaking of gay, i was walking to class this morning and it says "Coming out of the closet week 24th-29th." maybe this is the right time for me to come out. ill need everybody to support me though, im nervous. wow, jk. <3 SG
Tip of the day:
do not eat at a restauraunt alone unless you want to be depressed.
i sat in a section with a family across the way and a man-and-woman couple near me. i ordered my food and made awkward conversation with the server. i work with all these people, but i dont know any of the servers by name. while i was waiting for my food for the longest ten minutes of my life (not really, but comparable) i tried to find something to do. i read the alcoholic beverage/dessert menu for entertainment and ate chips and salsa. its amazing how hard it is to sit alone in a restauraunt. when you have a companion/date, you have somebody to talk to. gah, its hard to explain, but trust me: eating alone is gaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
OMG speaking of gay, i was walking to class this morning and it says "Coming out of the closet week 24th-29th." maybe this is the right time for me to come out. ill need everybody to support me though, im nervous. wow, jk. <3 SG