Dive into [....]

[budamaru]

If I reach to may I live?
If I reach to the sky may I breath?
In this state of indecisiveness
wrapped in senseless self-pity
regrets enshrined in my head
welcome ghosts to haunt my bones

In this imaginary world
I've escaped to the bottomest depths of darkness and light of the GODS
Lost in statelessness
Becoming the filth that makes dimness dim
Betraying all that I have met
Losing meaning in each breath
I fall further upward into the teeth

Whether I am right or not is irrelevant
the methods matter no more for here I am
on a voyage to nothingness
All fragments of existence's frame decay
With this knowledge held for the scene's buildup

I dive forth

In to this imagined world
I've escaped to,
the bottomest depths of darkness and light of the GODS
Lost in statelessness
Becoming the filth that makes dimness dim
Betraying all that I have met
Losing meaning in each breath
I fall further upward from reality

From this moment on feeling The absence, more and more, I smile
For this last second is the first breaths that I will take
That I will not be allowed to look back or remember back.