"the flower that blooms in adversity is the most rare and beautiful of all."
You guessed it. Guess the quote and win some points =] It's from one of my favorite movies ever!
Are you people aware that there are NINE posts on my flist since the last time I posted. NINE posts! WTF I do not approve of this bullshit lol. Now I'm gonna have to go through all the trouble of making new friends again >.< way to be jerks guys. I still love you all though! <3<3
Yesterday was everyone, who randomly stopped talking to Sarah in the past month, text her day. I got into a text battle with Dan(guy who was supposed to be my room mate) about our non existent fight. Now we're kinda just pretending none of that happened and randomly texting eachother occasionally. He's a weird dude.
The other person was Vince(my most recent not boyfriend) I know at least one person who will be very unhappy that I am talking to him, I love you! But we actually hung out last night after I got off work. Which was kinda weird because it wasn't weird at all. It was kinda like we had never stopped talking ya know? I actually kinda missed him. He's kinda ridiculously judgemental and tries to pull you down but I think the reason I like hanging out with him is cause when you know someone is gonna judge you no matter what it kinda takes all the pressure off of trying ya know? Like I can truely be myself with him and not care what he thinks. It's kinda cool in a messed up way. We actually ended up hanging out for like two hours and it wasn't awkward at all. I'm totally cool with that =]
After that I headed home and did my work out. I've decided I really like working out after work it makes me feel worlds better. Working out in the morning before work at 6 on the other hand...not so much. But I had to cause I'm spending the night at Shannon's tonight.
Last night I also got to talk to John via facebook chat. That was pretty cool. I like talking to him. However...then we started talking on the phone. Which was still cool. Unfortunately Shannon failed to mention a few things BEFORE I started talking to her brother. Like 1)he would like me. 2)he is incredibly fragile. 3) DONT TALK TO HIM SARAH! You know important things that I should know BEFORE I talk to people. She decided to tell me these things AFTER I talked to him on the phone(keep in mind we've been talking via facebook message for the past couple weeks). So just like everytime I try and make a new guy friend. It has backfired horribly! She told me he clearly likes me >.< Shannon really need to learn that you can not tell me someone likes me. >.< and now I don't know what to do. Cause I really don't want to hurt him. She told me to just back away slowly but see....the problem with that plan is...well..I like him too >.< But how am I supposed to tell her that?! And you guys know me. I like someone for like ten seconds then I get bored >.< But maybe not with this one cause he lives across the country and we can't talk 24/7. But Shannon is one of my bestfriends. And I can't deal with fragile people. Fragile as in suicidal tendencies. >.< But I think him being semi-crazy makes me like him more. >.< God I don't know what to do. I'm so bad at this stuff. mayday mayday I'm going down lol.
In other news...I shorted somebody $60 bucks at work today >.< Today is just not my day. Luckily I only have two hours left of work. And then I get to go hang with Shannon and watch Bones =] Well I think that's all the excitement you guys can handle right now. So I'm going back to reading fox_murphy 's awesome story! Later =]