things on my mind at this point...
GODDAMNIT CHRIS GRANT...WHEN ARE WE HANGING OUT!?!?!?
if i could remember your number...maybe i would have called you tonight...
song for the mood im in:
Goodbye My Lover by James Blunt:
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
and then i changed my song on my myspace...
natalie imbruglie-torn...
sums up everything in my life as of now...
i just want someone that will love/like me for who i am...
that will give me lil kisses here and there...
not care what other people think of me...
and come to me with problems instead fight with me with them through text messages...
i may have fallen to quick for him...
but i will know better next time...
my walls are built...
and i dont even know the way in...
maybe someone will find the path beyond these walls...
im still unwritten in so many ways i know...
but i feel as though this chapter will have a lasting effect on me for a long time...
possibly forever...
maybe itll be over soon enough...
maybe someone could come sweep me off my feet...
but i probably wont let it happen...
o well...
someone call me...im so fucking bored...i need outta this apartment...goddamn it...
♥...
if i could remember your number...maybe i would have called you tonight...
song for the mood im in:
Goodbye My Lover by James Blunt:
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
and then i changed my song on my myspace...
natalie imbruglie-torn...
sums up everything in my life as of now...
i just want someone that will love/like me for who i am...
that will give me lil kisses here and there...
not care what other people think of me...
and come to me with problems instead fight with me with them through text messages...
i may have fallen to quick for him...
but i will know better next time...
my walls are built...
and i dont even know the way in...
maybe someone will find the path beyond these walls...
im still unwritten in so many ways i know...
but i feel as though this chapter will have a lasting effect on me for a long time...
possibly forever...
maybe itll be over soon enough...
maybe someone could come sweep me off my feet...
but i probably wont let it happen...
o well...
someone call me...im so fucking bored...i need outta this apartment...goddamn it...
♥...