::sigh::
so i find out tonight that hes talking to someone else...someone completely horrible and the epitomy (sp?) of trash...very much upsets me that he would want to talk to him...and how i found out for sure that it was this certain person is i had lensey call him and ask him what he was doing and sure enough he was with one of this friends at the movies...either hes talking to both of them or hes just hanging around them or something...but from what i understand hes talking to him...im SO much better than he is...hes gonna be the one that is gonna go to whereever his dick wants him to go...hes not gonna want to be with just him...i mean hell...the guy just called one of his ex girlfriends the other night wanting to get back with him..............aint this some fucked up shit...but this has really helped me get over him cause i know that if that is the kinda person he wants to be with then...i just cant handle that anymore...i just thought that he would want to be around someone that is more respectable than that....LIKE ME!!! DUH!!!! although when i did hear about it i threw up cause it fucked up my nerves...but shit happens and i got shit on this time cause i thought that there might have been another chance...o well...and then the song im listening to...
"Here With Me"
It's been a long, long time since I looked into the mirror
I guess that I was blind
Now my reflection's getting clearer
Now that you're gone things will never be the same again
There's not a minute that goes by every hour of every day
You're such a part of me
But I just pulled away
Well, I'm not the same girl
you used to know
I wish I said the words I never showed
I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me
You know that silence is loud when all you hear is your heart
And I wanted so badly just to be a part of something strong and true
But I was scared and left it all behind
I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me
And I'm asking
And I'm wanting you to come back to me
Please?
I never will forget that look upon
your face
How you turned away and left
without a trace
But I understand that you did what you had to do
And I thank you
I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me
"Here With Me"
It's been a long, long time since I looked into the mirror
I guess that I was blind
Now my reflection's getting clearer
Now that you're gone things will never be the same again
There's not a minute that goes by every hour of every day
You're such a part of me
But I just pulled away
Well, I'm not the same girl
you used to know
I wish I said the words I never showed
I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me
You know that silence is loud when all you hear is your heart
And I wanted so badly just to be a part of something strong and true
But I was scared and left it all behind
I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me
And I'm asking
And I'm wanting you to come back to me
Please?
I never will forget that look upon
your face
How you turned away and left
without a trace
But I understand that you did what you had to do
And I thank you
I know you had to go away
I died just a little, and I feel it now
You're the one I need
I believe that I would cry just a little
Just to have you back now
Here with me
Here with me