Feb 23, 2006 00:25
okay so i want to update but i forgot what i wanted to update about...and so...well i guess i can talk about blake...the last couple of days have definately been the most sweetest time that i have ever spent with someone...i really like him and he is totally awesome...neway...so we are sitting here just after we get done smokeing a really great bowl...and im sittin and it jus feels so good to be in the same room with someone that truely cares for you...i have never had anyone show me passion like he does...im am completely absorbed by him and i dont know what made me do that...i feel really bad about lavonia and amanda about how i dont hang out with them anymore...i really do miss them...well i saw amanda the other night and she sat here and smoked a bowl with us...but ill talk to lavonia on the phone about every other day...but maybe tomorrow me and her will hang out...neway...blake is sittin here on the floor singing to a cd that he has playin and its so cute...im really glad that i met him...it was truely a sign from the gods i do believe...maybe this one will work outand not fuck over like the rest of the past relationships have...but i have a really big good outlook on this one though...im jus plain happy...but neway...im jus gonna get off of here so we can watch a movie...talk to yall later...♥...