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so...why does no one read my journal...i know i dont update that much...but ya know...
okay...
drag has been doin okay...finally started painting myself...but i know i still have a lot to go...
chivonne said she would start helping me out with things...hopefully that will go over well...
i also have decided that i need to look into people more before i befriend them...thus...FAKE ASS PEOPLE ARE GONNA GET THEIR SAME FAKE ASS ATTITUDE THROWN RIGHT BACK IN THEIR FACE...so if youre fake to me...TRUST...i already know about it...cause i heard all about the whole new years...not going into great detail...cause you know who you are and im not gonna start too much drama...cause there are those people that i have to protect...and my closest friends no exactly what im talking about...
on the other hand...i miss josh with like everything i have...i havent seen him now this makes the third day...it makes me sad...he spent the whole week with me last week...thats why i wasnt on anything that much...but i truely do love him and hes been nothing but great to me and its jus great...
ive mostly hung out with my mommy (Amanda) all this weekend...i met up with her at the galleria friday night and weve been together ever since...oh my fuck...friday night we go to fox and hound...thank you robert SO much for your old ID...bakti paid for all my drinks there and it only took 3...a corona...a screaming blue...and a long island...i was shitty after that...i mean mommy couldnt even drink my drinks...thats how fucking strong they were...and they werent those plastic cups you get at bars...its was those BIG ASS real glasses that they give you at restaurants...i was like im about to be FUCKED!!! fun times there and then we went back to bakti's where me and amanda goofed off as usual...me and her always seem to have to best time when we are with each other...we always can make each other laugh...its so cool...that me and her have our own language...LOVES IT!!! it always puts humor into everything...i think its the funniest thing to use it around new people because they are like WTF...HAHAHAAAAAAAA!!!! okay...and then saturday...we went to club 21...omg had so much fun there...drinks were ALOT strong and they did their job...never drinking cranberry and vodka again...we watched the b'ham j-setters there and some of the drag show...pretty rotted drag show...but it would seem thats what that crowd liked...beautiful girls though...dont get me wrong...beautiful...neway...then we left there and went to the quest...and since i go there so much i cant use my fake there...so yeah no drinks at the quest...and even if i did there are so many people that work there now that know me i would get busted neway...and we cant have that happening now can we...and then yesterday i sat here at my apartment not doing shit until like 6:30...so me and amanda go meet daniel and chris out at n'port walmart...we were gonna go see a movie...but things changed...so we get on this trip about wanting to scare our selfs...so we go to some plantation house out off of airport road...and then we road out to old bryce...nothing unusual there...and then...omg this is the freaky part...we go out to this satanic church out in samantha...omg...so we are out there looking around...no doors no windows...all of them have been busted out...so ya know last night it was kinda warm...well when you walked in the building...it was REALLY cold in there...and then we hear some bird chirp...and this was like at midnight and yeah...that was freaky as fuck to hear a bird that late at night...so im the dumbass that says lemme get a pic before we leave...so i did...and we had the brights on the car and the flash from my camera and that flash is bright as fuck cause you cant take upclose pics with it cause it will bleach you out...neway...and then all you can see is some red...fire looking sploch on the bottom of the picture...freaky as fuck...and then we drive out to maxwell crossing...nothing down there...and then i go home...cause i was tired and freaked the fuck out...yeah so...we wanna go back down to the church during the day to actually look around...cause i think it would be fun...and yeah...for we wont get as scared...and take a video camera...and so yeah...if ya wanna go jus lemme know...and we can all go out there sometime...itll be fun...
okay...
drag has been doin okay...finally started painting myself...but i know i still have a lot to go...
chivonne said she would start helping me out with things...hopefully that will go over well...
i also have decided that i need to look into people more before i befriend them...thus...FAKE ASS PEOPLE ARE GONNA GET THEIR SAME FAKE ASS ATTITUDE THROWN RIGHT BACK IN THEIR FACE...so if youre fake to me...TRUST...i already know about it...cause i heard all about the whole new years...not going into great detail...cause you know who you are and im not gonna start too much drama...cause there are those people that i have to protect...and my closest friends no exactly what im talking about...
on the other hand...i miss josh with like everything i have...i havent seen him now this makes the third day...it makes me sad...he spent the whole week with me last week...thats why i wasnt on anything that much...but i truely do love him and hes been nothing but great to me and its jus great...
ive mostly hung out with my mommy (Amanda) all this weekend...i met up with her at the galleria friday night and weve been together ever since...oh my fuck...friday night we go to fox and hound...thank you robert SO much for your old ID...bakti paid for all my drinks there and it only took 3...a corona...a screaming blue...and a long island...i was shitty after that...i mean mommy couldnt even drink my drinks...thats how fucking strong they were...and they werent those plastic cups you get at bars...its was those BIG ASS real glasses that they give you at restaurants...i was like im about to be FUCKED!!! fun times there and then we went back to bakti's where me and amanda goofed off as usual...me and her always seem to have to best time when we are with each other...we always can make each other laugh...its so cool...that me and her have our own language...LOVES IT!!! it always puts humor into everything...i think its the funniest thing to use it around new people because they are like WTF...HAHAHAAAAAAAA!!!! okay...and then saturday...we went to club 21...omg had so much fun there...drinks were ALOT strong and they did their job...never drinking cranberry and vodka again...we watched the b'ham j-setters there and some of the drag show...pretty rotted drag show...but it would seem thats what that crowd liked...beautiful girls though...dont get me wrong...beautiful...neway...then we left there and went to the quest...and since i go there so much i cant use my fake there...so yeah no drinks at the quest...and even if i did there are so many people that work there now that know me i would get busted neway...and we cant have that happening now can we...and then yesterday i sat here at my apartment not doing shit until like 6:30...so me and amanda go meet daniel and chris out at n'port walmart...we were gonna go see a movie...but things changed...so we get on this trip about wanting to scare our selfs...so we go to some plantation house out off of airport road...and then we road out to old bryce...nothing unusual there...and then...omg this is the freaky part...we go out to this satanic church out in samantha...omg...so we are out there looking around...no doors no windows...all of them have been busted out...so ya know last night it was kinda warm...well when you walked in the building...it was REALLY cold in there...and then we hear some bird chirp...and this was like at midnight and yeah...that was freaky as fuck to hear a bird that late at night...so im the dumbass that says lemme get a pic before we leave...so i did...and we had the brights on the car and the flash from my camera and that flash is bright as fuck cause you cant take upclose pics with it cause it will bleach you out...neway...and then all you can see is some red...fire looking sploch on the bottom of the picture...freaky as fuck...and then we drive out to maxwell crossing...nothing down there...and then i go home...cause i was tired and freaked the fuck out...yeah so...we wanna go back down to the church during the day to actually look around...cause i think it would be fun...and yeah...for we wont get as scared...and take a video camera...and so yeah...if ya wanna go jus lemme know...and we can all go out there sometime...itll be fun...