I don't know...

[buckysaki]

Ok, this shit has been running through my head for the last three days, and it won't go away, so maybe writing it out will exorcise these demons. Maybe not. Either way, call it poetry, call it crap, whatever, I just need it out of my head, because it's really screwing with me.

Dedicated To No One In Particular
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I hate you because I didn't know how to talk to you

I hate you because you were immature

I hate you because I was immature

I hate you because your brother would have killed me

I hate you because he got there first

I hate you because your mother was overbearing

I hate you because I was afraid you would be disappointed

I hate you because he got there first again

I hate you because you died and left me completely alone after I thought I had everything

I hate you because we had nothing in common

I hate you because you were too young

I hate you because it was a really bad idea

I hate you because I screwed up

I hate you because you used me

I hate you because it was really bad timing

I hate you because you screwed up

I hate you because I'm a coward

I hate you because I didn't feel the same way

I hate you because you didn't feel the same way

I hate you because I'm still in love with you
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Yeah, so there you go. Hope that helps. We'll just have to wait and see.