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Today is day 2 of fasting...and praying(more than usual)....something that was much needed. I feel like it still isnt good enough but yea..... i dont know how to finish the sentence. Yesterday was good i had a salad and a can of pineapple lots of juice and then a few crackers and chesse for dinner when i got back from spending over 6 freakin hours in the ceramics lab. Today i had a hand full of dry roasted un saulted peanuts and i think i may go have a banana....man it was hard yesterday my friend megan had a whole bag of the hersheys kisses with the carmel in the middle during managerial accounting and was like do you want some i was like no, although i was thinking yes in my head (those are the best kind of kisses too!!!). Anyways its just a matter of controlling my flesh and ive done good.... i think about food i want to eat and stare at it, i dont eat it though.....soon hopefuly i'll get to the point where i dont even think about it or stare at it too long, haha.