wow what an amazing week....weekend...ect....
We serve a God who is beyond anything we could ever fathom, wow just amazing. This has been a hard week since about maybe last weekend when tyler went to tusan. Its been hard figureing things out and learning so many new things but the Lord has just showen me so much mercy and compassion and just so much. I have a hard time somethime watching other people do things i know arent right but its not my place to say anything, i'll just keep praying for them. It so hard to see girls who find a guy and hold on to them for security, for safety, becuase they think they are good with the way things are and its "comfortable" to keep going on the way they are. I feel so sorry for those girls because they have no idea what love is really about and its an amazing thing to experience... ive realized this weekend how easy it is to lose something, because God takes away anything that gets too much infront of him. Although i learned a lot as well. I found out that i wasnt ever dependent on someone else besides the Lord and thats a good feeling knowing for sure that you are defined as your own person in Christ and not someone else...
Anyways I drove to Pittsburgh Sunday after i got off work and only had about 3 hours of sleep just to go see tylers show...i should have taken off work so i could have gone up friday with everyone else but i think this actually worked out better that this is how it was suppose to work out. The show was sooooooo good and i had a blast! lisa didnt knock any fat kids down this time but it was sweet. tyler and i took a walk after his show it was really nice, i got so many sweaty hugs from that boy after he practiced he tackled me and after they played i got more dripping sweaty hugs...but i loved ever one of them, maybe becuase i love him so much....hum? anyways lisa and i got to make a water run and get water for our boys and last tuesday...haha i still have steves five! lol! we're so girly! all the bands we're so good, everyone was great....we didnt end up leaving PA till after 12 and i know i didnt get home untill after4:30 where i then only got three hours of sleep again and went to class all day and work again last night, man i has such a good time. and i think i am more in love, and appreciative of tyler than ever before and im not taking him for granute or security or anything and i know what the most amazing love feels like and i feel it everytime im with him. I love him more than words can say and its amazing what a blessing the Lord has provided me with!
Anyways I drove to Pittsburgh Sunday after i got off work and only had about 3 hours of sleep just to go see tylers show...i should have taken off work so i could have gone up friday with everyone else but i think this actually worked out better that this is how it was suppose to work out. The show was sooooooo good and i had a blast! lisa didnt knock any fat kids down this time but it was sweet. tyler and i took a walk after his show it was really nice, i got so many sweaty hugs from that boy after he practiced he tackled me and after they played i got more dripping sweaty hugs...but i loved ever one of them, maybe becuase i love him so much....hum? anyways lisa and i got to make a water run and get water for our boys and last tuesday...haha i still have steves five! lol! we're so girly! all the bands we're so good, everyone was great....we didnt end up leaving PA till after 12 and i know i didnt get home untill after4:30 where i then only got three hours of sleep again and went to class all day and work again last night, man i has such a good time. and i think i am more in love, and appreciative of tyler than ever before and im not taking him for granute or security or anything and i know what the most amazing love feels like and i feel it everytime im with him. I love him more than words can say and its amazing what a blessing the Lord has provided me with!