Looking back...
...at my past entries made me realize, maybe the 15 pages I wrote about my love life that flowed so easily. Maybe, just maybe they were the final nail in the coffin for that part of me to die forever.
Desperation breeds contempt and obligation is the hobgoblin of a relationship. I wish people would learn to be more honest and spend only the time they intend to spend with you, instead of trying to please you and play to your needs. I wish they'd all be selfish and only give you what they wanted to. Instead of being catered to like a little boy.
I'm done nagging and I'm done being catered to. If you don't want me somewhere and I feel a sense of it: consider me gone, and I don't think you need to bother to ask for an explanation.
There's only one life, and time spent wondering and worrying why someone doesn't enjoy your company is a complete waste of time. If they don't enjoy your company, maybe you should be wondering why you are even present at that time. Maybe you should spend time being alone or with someone who does in fact enjoy your company.
Desperation breeds contempt and obligation is the hobgoblin of a relationship. I wish people would learn to be more honest and spend only the time they intend to spend with you, instead of trying to please you and play to your needs. I wish they'd all be selfish and only give you what they wanted to. Instead of being catered to like a little boy.
I'm done nagging and I'm done being catered to. If you don't want me somewhere and I feel a sense of it: consider me gone, and I don't think you need to bother to ask for an explanation.
There's only one life, and time spent wondering and worrying why someone doesn't enjoy your company is a complete waste of time. If they don't enjoy your company, maybe you should be wondering why you are even present at that time. Maybe you should spend time being alone or with someone who does in fact enjoy your company.