i've got a city love.

[buckwild_delia]

i had a dream last night that i was driving down a street in the rain and i saw some really tall buildings in front of me; a skyline of sorts. i recognized them as buildings from wilkes-barre, but it didn't stop the giddyness and excitement i feel every time i catch a glimpse of new york city's skyline. clearly i need to get out of here, and fast.

big city, take me away.

cara and i are looking for something to do. i have tomorrow and friday off and i'm sick of not doing anything. i want to go somewhere. get a new experience, get myself in a bit of trouble. i just want to get lost and see new people and things. i'm tired of this life and this town. after 21 years of living it, i'm done.

i need to make mucho bucks in order to move where i want and stay there. i just feel like i'm built for bigger and better things. i'm claustrophobic here. i'm not for this life.

i want to go out every night, meet different people every night, see different places. i want to dress in swanky clothes and go to the opening of an art gallery; i want to wear sweatpants and head to the pizza joint around the corner. i'd like the constant blur of beeping and sirens and people yelling in brooklyn accents.

i just want out. now.