Happy Freakin New Year.

Jan 05, 2007 10:41

So it's been a while.
Haven't really had much to say... well, there's much to say, but not much that I want to say.
My parents have taken a totalitarian-esque reign over me, which is not so cool. They've decided that they think they're right about an aspect of my life and are taking supreme rule over it. Sort of a their-rule-is-law kinda deal. I've been pissed off at them for a while now, but it has sort of peaked over the holiday, being around them so much and all. My New Years Eve, New Years day, and the day after were spent having screaming matches with them. Don't get me wrong, I had plans on New Years Eve, I hung out with some friends, but the entire day was spent in an intense fight. So I've basically not really talked to them the past couple days. My Mom actually said to me "Jackelyn, this is our decision, and if you don't like it then in 6 months you can move out and live however you want." Who actually says that to their kid?
I'm so glad they go to Jamaica soon. I think I'm looking forward to their holiday more than they are. Let's just say I'm going to be pushing them out the door and screaming "YESSSSSSS!!!!" as soon as they drive out the driveway.
Anyway. I think I just might move out after grad... if things continue like they are going now I can't handle much more of this... 6 months is going to be a stretch. No idea what I'll do, but I have a few places I could go at first. 
I'm pretty much positive that an international move is somewhere in my horizons. Somewhere in Australia, or a kick ass beach in Brasil would be nice. Lu and Rich are likely moving back to Brasil pretty quick, and their town sounds nice, so maybe I'll go visit them for a year or two and see how I like it. Who knows, I might just never move back. I want a more laid-back lifestyle... I don't ever want to settle into the work-home-food-sleep routine that seems so normal for so many people here. I want work-home-food-sleep-sailing-swimming-fun. I've pretty much decided that I must live near an ocean. Otherwise my soul just might wither up and die a slow, painful death.
Anyhow. I just want high school to be over. It's become such a draining experience, there's no fun in school anymore. And Bertalan is threatening to cut the basketball team, so I'd have that much more time on my hands with that much less to look forward to. 
On the bright side, it's snowing!
If I were an inventor I'd invent the coolest MP3 player ever and call it aRod, both as a tribute to the great baseball player and to piss Apple off. I'm really kind of glad I didn't get an iPod, although my MP3 player is a little harder to navigate, it's tiny and cute and not complying with the "fashion trend" that iPods have become.
Speaking of fashion trends, I'm still refusing to throw out my favourite jeans with the giant hole in the knee, which is driving my mother insane, in turn making me wear them that much more often.
Mwahaha.
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