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I haven't updated in a looonnng time..so I guess I'll do it now since I have some extra time.
Well, since the last time I've updated a lot has happened. I went on a cruise to the Carribbean over the Christmas week, Dec 18-26. It was fun, I like cruises. But, at the same time I think cruises are for either couples or people over 21. There is a lot of stuff orientated for the drinking age or couples. Either that or a lot of stuff orientated for kids around the ages 10-17. Maybe it was that or it was that my parents wouldn't let me do a lot of things that the 18 year olds were able to do, like for example. The casino. I really wanted to try and win some money but I wasn't allowed to..ughh. But, I did play Bingo a few times and came pretty damn close to winning, only 1 number away. The food was interesting and pretty good. There were shows after each dinner and most of them were actually pretty awesome. Kinda like a Las Vegas type show. Christmas sure was depressing though. I actually didn't even realize it was Christmas because we were in warm, sunny weather. I also wasn't able to call Brian or anyone for that matter because we were at sea all day and didn't stop anywhere. I only talked to Brian 2 or 3 times in like 9 days. It was horrible.
But, then I came home from the cruise and spent tons of time with Brian. Then I started working agian, every single day might I add. I need the money, but I seriously need to get out of Value Center. It is tearing me apart. Ughhhh.... Anyway, New Year's Eve came and went. It wasn't anything awesome but it was alright. At least I was with Brian for that. But I did see Vanessa's mom and dad, so that was pretty fun!! lmao!!
But a few things happened lately and I don't really wanna talk about them. It's not for everyone to know, but just know I haven't been myself and actually am pretty upset. But, I'm getting over them so hopefully everything will turn out for the better.
I do love you..and I will forever and ever.