Sep 24, 2006 02:46
This seems like an appropriate media to communicate with the people that matter. This is a journal entry of mine written today.
"Wasting away the hours killing bees and drinking coffee on a patio, (more like a series of tables and chairs scatttered on the sidewalk), beside a filthy street. The West is the land of wasted opportunity and privilege. Somehow the human race thrives on alcohol, tobacco, and bad food.
Yet humans are also capable of the gentlest moments where nothing else matters except each other. However, such moments are fleeting and soon we return to vulgarity."
I know it's nothing special, most of the things I write aren't, but people don't want to hear about despair so I end that thought here:
Get used to suffering. Be uncomfortable in comfortable situations. Learn to love your eternal condition. Relax. No time for relaxation. Push away what you can before it hurts you. The friendship I loathe is the friendship I can't live without. One day I will be successful. Just wait and see.