Feb 07, 2005 21:34
I really wonder sometimes, do I really know what I'm waiting so impatiently for? Am I sure that my standards are where they need to be set and I am sticking to them? Am I sticking to the standards I've set for myself? I can't want anything more than to live up to what God has asked of me and until then I'm not ready for anything "serious." My wants need to equal what God wants. Thats so hard! Please pray for me right now because I'm dealing with some emotions I'm not sure of or how to go about working with them.
Its official. I have a job! Its working with my little midgits at Midfield, teaching them how to dance and act and helping them learn as gifted children. They aren't really midgets, but thats what I call them. I love being with them and all the people at that school. I went there when I was little and now my mother teaches there. You just can't beat that. I'm really worried though that what happened last year might happen again, so I am SUPER careful as to how I talk. If you know what I'm talking about, it all makes sense. Anywho, must go be studious. Always.