Goonies never say die
Dear Abba,
Here I sit in my computer chair at the end of a vigorous yet normal day. You have opened so many doors for me that I never thought could work, but once again you showed me that all I have to do is trust in you and every thing will fall safely into place. I have a hard time trusting, Lord, and I am at fault for that. I'm still learning every day to do so. God, I want so much for my life to be more simplistic, but I know that will probably never happen. However, you have given me SO many friends to make my journey more exciting and eventful. I can always say that there is never a dull moment in my day! I love that, but sometimes I feel like I need peace and calmness all around me. I will probably never achieve that until I find that in You.
Father, why is it that I fall for so much that is empty? Why can't I see whats right in front of my face instead of day dreaming about what could happen? I have NO clue what happened, God, and I have a feeling that I never will. I can't stand not understanding, though. One second things are peachy and the next I'm at a loss for words and not in the good way. I know you have a plan for me and I always say "I know." Its beginning to drive me crazy saying that b/c I don't! I have no inkling as to what will happen in the next 5 seconds, minutes or days. Sometimes I would like to, but then I would get to glorify You in the way you have planned. Your holiness is so fabulous that I can't contain it all the time. I just want to feel like I'm worthy of a relationship of any kind. Lord, please give me peace. I love you. Forgive me.
Always and Amen.
Kasey
Here I sit in my computer chair at the end of a vigorous yet normal day. You have opened so many doors for me that I never thought could work, but once again you showed me that all I have to do is trust in you and every thing will fall safely into place. I have a hard time trusting, Lord, and I am at fault for that. I'm still learning every day to do so. God, I want so much for my life to be more simplistic, but I know that will probably never happen. However, you have given me SO many friends to make my journey more exciting and eventful. I can always say that there is never a dull moment in my day! I love that, but sometimes I feel like I need peace and calmness all around me. I will probably never achieve that until I find that in You.
Father, why is it that I fall for so much that is empty? Why can't I see whats right in front of my face instead of day dreaming about what could happen? I have NO clue what happened, God, and I have a feeling that I never will. I can't stand not understanding, though. One second things are peachy and the next I'm at a loss for words and not in the good way. I know you have a plan for me and I always say "I know." Its beginning to drive me crazy saying that b/c I don't! I have no inkling as to what will happen in the next 5 seconds, minutes or days. Sometimes I would like to, but then I would get to glorify You in the way you have planned. Your holiness is so fabulous that I can't contain it all the time. I just want to feel like I'm worthy of a relationship of any kind. Lord, please give me peace. I love you. Forgive me.
Always and Amen.
Kasey