life or Adam
"Are you happy where you are?"
I live in denial.
Can I be saved?
Has the damage all been done?
Is it too late to reverse what I've become?
Save me from what I've have become tonight,
Eyes glazed with distrust.
I spend my days counting the hours I'm awake,
And when night covers the sky,
I find myself doing the same.
There's a light turned off inside my heart,
Can I remember what it's like to care?
Give me the drug,
Keep me alive,
Give me what's left of my life.
Pull the plug,
Let me breathe on my own,
I'm finally free.
Don't let me go
The memories that haunt me,
Are cherished just the same,
As the ones that bring me closer to the sky.
Guide me through unchartered waters
Before I lose my way again.
Will you be my compass until forever?
Until forever ends?
Knees are weak,
Hands are shaking,
I can't breathe,
Don't let me go.
I'm here now waiting,
To convince you that I'm not a ghost or a stranger.
Here in this moment like the eye of the storm
It all came clear to me.
I count the times that I've been sorry.
I had a life no one could touch.
I can stand my own ground,
I don’t need your help now,
You will let me down
I had a world worth dying for,
I've been battered so hard,
that I don't feel anymore.
Take me,
From this world,
Save me.
I searched for love,
In an empty world.
But all I found was pain.
Don't ask me why.
Cuz I don't know.
Don't ask me how.
I'm gonna solve this on my own.
Standing no chance to win but,
I'm not running.
Although I have no obligation to stay alive.
I will survive.
I won't be left here
Behind closed doors.
Blood drips and I let it run,
When hope is non-existent,
I will never turn my back,
Or bite my tongue.
Tell me what I'm supposed to do,
With all these left over feelings of you.
I don't know how we woke up one day,
And somehow thought we knew,
Exactly what we're supposed to do.
Leave me at the roadside.
I'm finding now what I’ve been missing
So I tell myself,
I tell myself it’s wrong.
There’s a point we pass
From which we can’t return.
All because of you,
I haven’t slept in so long.
When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean.
It's already too late now.
I push my fingers through the earth,
Return the flower to the dirt,
So it can live.
I walk away now.
Not a day goes by,
That I don’t feel it’s burn.
All because of you,
I believe in angels.
Not the kind with wings,
Not the kind with halos,
The kind that bring you home,
When home becomes a strange place.
I’ll follow your voice,
All you have to do is shout it out.
My life is somewhere between happy,
And total fucking wreck.
Feet sometimes on solid ground,
Sometimes at the edge.
Take a number,
Stand in line.
We've all been sorry,
We've all been hurt,
But how we survive,
Is what makes us who we are.
I excel at quitting early,
And fucking up my life.
All smiles and sunshine,
A perfect world on a perfect day.
Everything always works out,
I have never felt so fucking great
Life isn't like this,
Life isn't like this.
this is a mix of my favorite lyrics to try and explain me. so if it doesn't really make sense it's perfect
I live in denial.
Can I be saved?
Has the damage all been done?
Is it too late to reverse what I've become?
Save me from what I've have become tonight,
Eyes glazed with distrust.
I spend my days counting the hours I'm awake,
And when night covers the sky,
I find myself doing the same.
There's a light turned off inside my heart,
Can I remember what it's like to care?
Give me the drug,
Keep me alive,
Give me what's left of my life.
Pull the plug,
Let me breathe on my own,
I'm finally free.
Don't let me go
The memories that haunt me,
Are cherished just the same,
As the ones that bring me closer to the sky.
Guide me through unchartered waters
Before I lose my way again.
Will you be my compass until forever?
Until forever ends?
Knees are weak,
Hands are shaking,
I can't breathe,
Don't let me go.
I'm here now waiting,
To convince you that I'm not a ghost or a stranger.
Here in this moment like the eye of the storm
It all came clear to me.
I count the times that I've been sorry.
I had a life no one could touch.
I can stand my own ground,
I don’t need your help now,
You will let me down
I had a world worth dying for,
I've been battered so hard,
that I don't feel anymore.
Take me,
From this world,
Save me.
I searched for love,
In an empty world.
But all I found was pain.
Don't ask me why.
Cuz I don't know.
Don't ask me how.
I'm gonna solve this on my own.
Standing no chance to win but,
I'm not running.
Although I have no obligation to stay alive.
I will survive.
I won't be left here
Behind closed doors.
Blood drips and I let it run,
When hope is non-existent,
I will never turn my back,
Or bite my tongue.
Tell me what I'm supposed to do,
With all these left over feelings of you.
I don't know how we woke up one day,
And somehow thought we knew,
Exactly what we're supposed to do.
Leave me at the roadside.
I'm finding now what I’ve been missing
So I tell myself,
I tell myself it’s wrong.
There’s a point we pass
From which we can’t return.
All because of you,
I haven’t slept in so long.
When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean.
It's already too late now.
I push my fingers through the earth,
Return the flower to the dirt,
So it can live.
I walk away now.
Not a day goes by,
That I don’t feel it’s burn.
All because of you,
I believe in angels.
Not the kind with wings,
Not the kind with halos,
The kind that bring you home,
When home becomes a strange place.
I’ll follow your voice,
All you have to do is shout it out.
My life is somewhere between happy,
And total fucking wreck.
Feet sometimes on solid ground,
Sometimes at the edge.
Take a number,
Stand in line.
We've all been sorry,
We've all been hurt,
But how we survive,
Is what makes us who we are.
I excel at quitting early,
And fucking up my life.
All smiles and sunshine,
A perfect world on a perfect day.
Everything always works out,
I have never felt so fucking great
Life isn't like this,
Life isn't like this.
this is a mix of my favorite lyrics to try and explain me. so if it doesn't really make sense it's perfect