Jul 02, 2006 21:20
so here i am...in alaska...what the fuck am i doing here? i don't really know, i guess cuz i need the money for school and everything. but i can not stop thinking about everyone back home. Tabi, Hayley, Katie, Brandy, the boys, Whitney, Brenda, Kelly freaking everyone. i don't really have anything to distract me either. the work is just simple tasks and i get them done and then just kinda sit. so that leaves me plenty of time to just sit and think about everyone. i miss everything about home. this is another year that i don't really have a birthday cuz i'm not around any of my friends or family. i would do anything to just come home. i still have something around 6 or 7 weeks till i can come back. my mom refuses to let me come home early and that just fuckin hurts but whatever, guess i just need to toughin up and deal with the life i choose. sorry to bitch and moan. I MISS YOU ALL!!!!
-adamo