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I am cynical. I am a pessimist. I am irritating. I am self-centered. I am stubborn. I put others down to make myself feel better, (which, by extension, means I am insecure.) I am willfully ignorant. I am not helpful. I bitch. I moan. I let down the people who depend on me most. I hurt everyone that I love. I think almost everything in the entire world is pointless and trivial. I do not believe in God. I do not believe in man. I don't like children. I blather endlessly about things that nobody else cares about. I don't know how to care for anyone, including myself. I'm a bad friend. I'm a terrible boyfriend. I am not romantic. I am not naive. I do not believe in a universally applicable definition of "good" or "evil." My ultimate goal in life is to create negative works of art that do not offer solutions to the problems they discuss. I will die unhappy, unfulfilled, disappointed, and alone, and it will be entirely my fault.