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MY MIND:
"I hurt alot inside...I hate thinking about what you said...about the "thinking" and "making big decisions"...I hate to sound like a frickin wuss, but I don't care, I balled my eyes out in the bathroom (so my dad wouldn't hear) after I went inside...I keep thinking the worst will happen...I don't want it too...it came close...and we've done alot, we are togeather...and I want to have it be that way for a long time to come...and I hurt when I think about the decision you'll have to make..."
I Hope to God I am totally wrong about all of this...
I'm so happy with you...I can't describe...
~B~
"I hurt alot inside...I hate thinking about what you said...about the "thinking" and "making big decisions"...I hate to sound like a frickin wuss, but I don't care, I balled my eyes out in the bathroom (so my dad wouldn't hear) after I went inside...I keep thinking the worst will happen...I don't want it too...it came close...and we've done alot, we are togeather...and I want to have it be that way for a long time to come...and I hurt when I think about the decision you'll have to make..."
I Hope to God I am totally wrong about all of this...
I'm so happy with you...I can't describe...
~B~