I'll be your dream, you can be my fantasy...
Ah, just feeling... a bit under the weather... emotionally speaking. I've been tired since sunday... ^_^
But i've felt like crap since yesterday afternoon. I'm trying to pin my depression. I'm sick of it, and I don't want to be depressed. I want to have energy again, and to be motivated and get back my full sense of humor.
I've gotten this from it so far:
1) I'm having a major relationship issue. I need someone to be with.
2) I need something to feel happy about. Like something to be proud of.
3) I need to pick back up the flute.
4) I need to get back in touch with maggie, who was such a great friend. That's dragged me down (that we aren't as friendly)
5) I need to experiance... just in general. Most likely just interests.
6) I want to be able to concentrate in classes where the students don't care as much.
7) I want my mom to be more strict with me and homework.
8) I need a passion!
9) I need to be motivated. Having all of the above will make me motivated.
10) . . . I need a real friend. A friend I can count on again.
Melissa Auf Der Maur...all of her CD, including the french song...
If you can give me some encouragement, I can really use it. And I may be in a sexual relationship, but I to move bac for a second and add emotions into this one. I really really... well quite frankly am obsessed about you. I don't know how you feel, but I always feel so good around you whether it is a quiet moment or a fun and energetic one. Please just tell me how you feel. I fell I can tlak to you about anything, but please give me a chance.
But i've felt like crap since yesterday afternoon. I'm trying to pin my depression. I'm sick of it, and I don't want to be depressed. I want to have energy again, and to be motivated and get back my full sense of humor.
I've gotten this from it so far:
1) I'm having a major relationship issue. I need someone to be with.
2) I need something to feel happy about. Like something to be proud of.
3) I need to pick back up the flute.
4) I need to get back in touch with maggie, who was such a great friend. That's dragged me down (that we aren't as friendly)
5) I need to experiance... just in general. Most likely just interests.
6) I want to be able to concentrate in classes where the students don't care as much.
7) I want my mom to be more strict with me and homework.
8) I need a passion!
9) I need to be motivated. Having all of the above will make me motivated.
10) . . . I need a real friend. A friend I can count on again.
Melissa Auf Der Maur...all of her CD, including the french song...
If you can give me some encouragement, I can really use it. And I may be in a sexual relationship, but I to move bac for a second and add emotions into this one. I really really... well quite frankly am obsessed about you. I don't know how you feel, but I always feel so good around you whether it is a quiet moment or a fun and energetic one. Please just tell me how you feel. I fell I can tlak to you about anything, but please give me a chance.