So....tired....another survey?!

[buckincowboy720]

[ .001. ] first name: Ben.
[ .002. ] middle name: I don't tell people that.
[ .003. ] last name: Jedd.
[ .004. ] nickname(s): Benifer Jedson, Ben Jedd Bed Head (mix em up!), Benny (Don't call me that please), Benzilla.
[ .005. ] gender: Male.
[ .006. ] age: 16
[ .007. ] birthday: 11/11/88
[ .008. ] height: 5'9
[ .009. ] hair color: brown and dyed red. Black, blond, orange. It's been a lot.
[ .010. ] eye color: Depends. Hazel mostly with orange ring on inside, green durring winter...or maybe brown durring winter, and summer is other.
[ .011. ] race: Polish is not a race you dumb S---! Haha, White/Jew.
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: Both, I should wear contacts more often.
[ .013. ] do you have braces: no
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: shortish
[ .015. ] where were you born: A town over.
[ .016. ] current location: montclair, nj
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: Scorpio.
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: Fluent English, and French.
[ .019. ] nationality: Polish, Jew.
[ .020. ] bad habits: You tell me.
[ .021. ] piercing you have: Ear. Soon, eyebrow (hopefully)
[ .022. ] piercing you want: eyebrow.
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: none.
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: none.
[ .025. ] today's date:1/27/05
[ .026. ] the time: 11:15 PM
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: Not really.

Family:
[ .028. ] mother's name: Jo Anne
[ .029. ] father's name: Thadius (Changed name to Buddy)
[ .030. ] stepparent's names: none.
[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): Alex, Robert.
[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): none.
[ .033. ] favorite aunt: Karen!
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: Paul!
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: Ew.
[ .036. ] worst relative: ...Father's side (exception of Paul, Karen, Matt and Ed, and Casha Baby!)
[ .037. ] best relative: Cousins.
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: More often then not.
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you: Not fully.

Pets:
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: My Emotions.
[ .041. ] what are their names: Ben.
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: Ever Changing, easily played with, most often abused.

(High) School:
[ .043. ] are you still in school: yes
[ .044. ] did you drop out: no
[ .045. ] current GPA, or last GPA you got: Ew.
[ .046. ] favorite grade: 9th
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: 10th and not 10th.
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: Mr. Beauzil
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Belmonte, Jacobs, Palermo, Warner.
[ .050. ] favorite subject: CGI
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: Bio.
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: Lunch?
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: Lacrosse for a bit, track for a long while (although I never got a jersey)
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: Mock Trial JV, sometimes model UN, Sometimes Robotics, Environment, Some pet thing, Amnesty, Fed Challenge hasn't had any real meetings yet since there's no team yet, Um.
[ .055. ] are/were you popular: In the real sense, yeah I have friends! Lots! In the stupid social caste system? No! Fuck that shit!
[ .056. ] favorite dance: Swing closely followed by skanking and grinding.
[ .057. ] favorite memory: 3 weeks ago, that weekend.
[ .058. ] least favorite dance: Square.
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: A lot. I hated: One day, in Mr. Belmonte's. We were taking a test, and I told Andy Patton to move over. Mr Bel calls me up, rips up my test, sends me in the hall, and calls my parents for giving him "the stare". Another time was when I signed my report card...with MY signature which blatently read "Ben Jedd", and He made a Huge deal out of it and tried to get my suspended. An When I went to therapy and he had the gaul to make up lies about what i 'did' in class and I disproved all of them. Another bad one was whenI was with Ian murph, and we were walking in town and Rob Rez was all "Oh! Ian, Sandra (they went out at this time) wants to meet you" and Ian said "Ok" and Rob says "But Ben, you can't come." and Ian did not defend me, and I biked away crying. Recently (as in last year) I warned craig up to 97% on AIM, and he got pissed and wouldnt talk to me and I called him 2 days later, crying and asked him to forgive me. Another time, back when i was in outpost, I had the Meanist cabin ever, and I didn't like any of them since they picked on me, and the meanest of all: Sean. He taunted me relentlessly. I Lifted him up by the throat and told him to shut up and leave me the heck alone. Or the day I asked out Charlotte and she rejected me. Or the times Maggie and Kate asked me out and I could only say no. Or the time I went to a lacrosse game with mike, and we did not get put in all game, even though coach manly was all "Okay, get ready to go in" through out the whole game. We won like 15-2. What an asshole!
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: I don't really have one

Favorites:
[ .061. ] number: 11
[ .062. ] clothing brand: Old Navy.
[ .063. ] shoes: Any.
[ .064. ] saying: Too many!
[ .065. ] tv show: Drawn Together.
[ .066. ] sport: Lacrosse.
[ .067. ] vegetable: Cucumber.
[ .068. ] fruit: Clementine.
[ .069. ] movie: I liked Joan of Arc. And there was a movie I forgot but remembered today! I'll post it if I remember.
[ .070. ] magazine: Pop. Science.
[ .071. ] actor:  Chris (worked with Adam sandler).
[ .072. ] actress: 'Bend and Snap' lady. 
[ .073. ] candy: Gum.
[ .074. ] gum: Any Bubblemint.
[ .075. ] scent: Scent?! Of gum? Bubblemint. otherwise, Old Spice!
[ .076. ] candy bar: Twix.
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: Choc. peanutbutter.
[ .078. ] color: Lucky color is purple, otherwise Cerulean.
[ .079. ] season: Winter.
[ .080. ] holiday: Veterans day (Birthday).
[ .081. ] band: Um...Hybrid, QOTSA, Deftones, Alice in Chains, System of a down!
[ .082. ] singer: the singer of S.O.D.
[ .083. ] group: Led Zep. Repeat!
[ .084. ] rapper: Run DMC
[ .085. ] type of music: Anything but gansta rap and gospel.
[ .086. ] thing in your room: My Yamaha S-series flute bought from Anton.
[ .087. ] place to be: frost valley!
[ .088. ] radio station: WSOU
[ .089. ] tv channel: comedy centeral.
[ .090. ] junk food: The choc. Peanut butter girlscout cookies.
[ .091. ] overall food: My mom's.
[ .092. ] store: Shopping?
[ .093. ] shoe brand: A.D.I.D.A.S.
[ .094. ] fast food: I hate fast food.
[ .095. ] restaurant: Mount Fuji.
[ .096. ] shape: Sphere.
[ .097. ] time of day: evening.
[ .098. ] country: French canada
[ .099. ] state: Canada is not a state! ;P
[ .100. ] boys name: T.J.
[ .101. ] girls name: Marlene
[ .102. ] mall: Garden State
[ .103. ] video game: FFVII-IX
[ .104. ] shampoo: garnier fructis
[ .105. ] board game: Not Time's Up. Twister!
[ .106. ] computer game: There used to be a disc I had with 99 games on it for windows 95...Amazing games!
[ .107. ] car: Echo.
[ .108. ] music video: QOTSA - Go with the Flow
[ .109. ] swear word: I try not to.
[ .110. ] word: Dearth.
[ .111. ] month: November or January (I like cold a lot, and I like my birthday a lot)
[ .112. ] cartoon character: Woody Woodpecker.
[ .113. ] scary movie: Jeepers Creepers
[ .114. ] team: Hornets...Yellow Jackets.. (I used to have a hat with it. It was my FAV!)
[ .115. ] alcoholic drink: I don't drink.

This or that:
[ .142. ] rock or rap: rock
[ .143. ] rock or pop: rock
[ .145. ] rock or metal: Niether.
[ .146. ] rap or pop: Old school rap, but spice girls over all.
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: Old school rap over anything, or new R&B over gangster and new rap.
[ .148. ] rap or metal: metal
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: Ew.
[ .150. ] pop or metal: metal
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: metal
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park
[ .153. ] tool or korn: I listen to both a lot. Maybe Korn by a bit.
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: Who or what?
[ .155. ] hot or cold: Cold! Freezing!
[ .156. ] winter or summer: Winter.
[ .157. ] spring or fall: fall
[ .158. ] shakira or Britney: britney
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: eminem
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: I like Rob for his simplicity and Marylin for his lyrical genius
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: What?!
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: vh1, old MTV
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: Buffy!
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: Dawsons creek sucks.
[ .165. ] football or basketball: Lacrosse, soccer, baseball even, any real sport! Nnot either of those!
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympic: winter
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: Skiing
[ .168. ] rollerblading or skateboarding: rollerblading
[ .169. ] black or white: black
[ .170. ] orange or red: orange
[ .171. ] yellow or green: green
[ .172. ] purple or pink: purple
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: MUDVAYNE!
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: Pac sun is weird, but both are not too good unless I wanted to be some fake ass, jive wanna be skater/goth.
[ .175. ] inside or outside: outside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: Dont do either. I would never smoke.
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell phone
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: Pencil.
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: Angels!
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: DINO!
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: pokemon, son!
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: Both are equally good!
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercing: piercing
[ .184. ] prep or punk: Niether unless it was real punk. Stupid hip gangster wannabes!
[ .185. ] slut or whore: whore

Private life:
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: Kind of. It's up to them
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: Yes...A very big one.
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: I'd say its very close to the real thing.
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: Who would know? I love them as a very good friend I would sexually fiend if they wanted to, but not as a lover.
[ .190. ] how many people have you kissed: 3
[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: Marlene Raza
[ .192. ] how meany hearts have you broken: Too many. Nina, Kate, Maggie, Lauren, a couple others. 1 is too many.
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: I have no quote, but I can say that it is a feeling only able to be taken away by death. Any other interpretation is not quite love.
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: Cute, Funny, a bit addicted, Shy, Scared?, Great! Amazing!  bit commanding, and anal as hell at points.
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: Many Many!
[ .197. ] cough...What 197 question? ;\
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: Like 3?
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: I do not ever go by looks.
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: Yes.
[ .202. ] are you still friends: Kind of.
[ .203. ] so moving along ... do you smoke: No. It would kill me mentally.
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: no.
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no
[ .206. ] how about a little x : no
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: Gross.
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: Depends.
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: Am I a sissy for not drinkning at all? Besides that one time...
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: Not sure.
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: Beer.
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: i dont smoke.
[ .213. ] are you a virgin:...
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some:...

Would you ever:
[ .215. ] bungee jump: no
[ .216. ] sky dive: yeah
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: yeah
[ .218. ] scuba dive: yeah, but not deep water. I hate the sea/ocean.
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: yeah
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: yeah
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: Ew. Like it's not been dont to me though. I wouldn't.
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no, But i have anyways.
[ .223. ] cross-dress: Done.
[ .224. ] lie to the police: Depends. Over something stupid, hell, sure. Over like killing? No!
[ .225. ] run from the police: yeah
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: ...done...just did.
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: Wouldn't have the guts.
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: YES!
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: No.
[ .230. ] streak: No.

Your friends:
[ .231. ] best friend(s): They shift. A lot.
[ .232. ] known longest: Mike Parlo.
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: Julian. Marlene. Krystal.
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: Julian.
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: a lot
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: Gabby after looking at her. Lauren. Adam. (No offense to any but Gabby.)
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: Ben Karas. Greg Kaimen, Anton S., Julian?, . . . i'm sure a couple others.
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': No, not becuase i took it to the next level. Because I took it down to us breaking up.

Have you ever:
[ .258. ] flashed someone: nope
[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: All of them.
[ .260. ] been to Michigan: no.
[ .261. ] gotten REALLY wasted: ...yes...
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: nope
[ .263. ] skateboarded: I have, but I suck too badly to ever do it again!
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: Well...
[ .265. ] stolen anything: I try not to, but I may have.
[ .266. ] wanted to kick [the creator's] ass for making this so long: no, but kick Julians ass for having all these dif answers! ;P
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: I Have. And I will be shortly, In my brother's defense.
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: I LOVE SNOW! OF COURSE I HAVE!
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: Yes, and done it with fireworks too.
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: Well I've been in amatuer night... Mikey P!
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: Yes.
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: Beach, mo scratcha!
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: Maybe like one day things. And tech. Me and mike do it every summer, parents are there, but we only see them when we ask for money or a ride. ^_^
[ .275. ] been to a concert: 3 legit. concerts. Tons of others, if you consider Serendipity and bloomfield ave cafe, and a couple others.
[ .276. ] been to another country: Twice.
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: Mr Bel, My parents, Mr. M. ( a Stupid Sub!)
[ .278. ] got pulled over: Nope. I look old enough, And I'm a good driver.
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: no
[ .280. ] broke a law: A lot. Petty but yeah. A lot... Car driving, Fire works, underage drinking, stupid things.
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: yeah
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: Gross.
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: Not really.
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: No.
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: Eh... Not gonna think about ever doing that!
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it: No! Hahaha.
[ .287. ] what do you think ... about pop music: It can be okay, but it's too sappy more often then not. I don't like it the way Shelley likes it! N'Sync is not that good! ;\
[ .288. ] about boy bands: Is there a diference? None of the guys are ever hot.
[ .289. ] about flag burning: Is that a band? Burning a flag in general! I'd do it in protest!
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: It's a stupid war, and we have obviously done too much that it's only comming back half as hard as we've dealt it. There have been many covert opperations of ours like burning crops, rigging governments, instituting corrupt officials, done assassinations, murders, bombings, infiltration, robbing, imperialized. We deserve it. a lot of it from too many countries to count. We deserve it from our own counrty. Like from Haiti, Cuba, Puerto Rico, Middle East, Philpeans, China, Vietnam, Iran, Iraq, South America, Mexico,. . . the only place we don't is from europe...and Canada has never done anything. But it has all created Terrorism well deserved in the U.S.
[ .291. ] about suicide: Brutal suicides, like hangings and cuttings...gross. Others i'd be fine with, like gun and injection. Clean ones but only if necessary.
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: Idiots. Look at both sides. Or all if there are more.
[ .293. ] about abortion: It's their body.
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: At this rate? In a low paying job in Canada. I need to apply myself.
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: A lot of who I am friends with already.

What did you do:
[ .297. ] last birthday: I haven't had a party since paintball. But I thinkI went to Mount Fuji with Craig, Lauren, and...Ben Karas?
[ .298. ] yesterday: Was with Julian. It was fun, watching movies, hanging out, talking, IM'ing.
[ .299. ] last weekend: chilled and went to the city
[ .300. ] last Christmas: Nothing prob.
[ .301. ] last Thanksgiving: Family came here I think.
[ .302. ] last new year's eve: Adam's.
[ .303. ] last Halloween: I was sitting down for 10-12 days from my eye injury.
[ .304. ] last Easter: Easter!? Ew! I d remember.
[ .305. ] last valentine's day: I d k!... I have no memory.
[ .306. ] last thing you ate: a muffin
[ .307. ] thing you drank: whole milk... I finished the carton! Noooo!
[ .308. ] thing you wore: Naked. Shower.
[ .309. ] place you went: Julians.
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: Ear. Before Thanksgiving with Maggie.
[ .311. ] person you saw: Family. Julian.
[ .312. ] person you kissed: Julian
[ .313. ] person you fucked: No one.
[ .314. ] person you talked to: Julian and Krystal online.
[ .315. ] song you heard: Killers (Iron Maiden song) covered by Pantera.
Now:
[ .316. ] what are you eating: nothing
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: nothing
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: A red plaid button up shirt, unbuttoned of course. And My new chili peppers (not the band) jammies! They're too cool! And soft!
[ .320. ] hair: Short. Red and Brown. Brushed to the right side. Longer in the front, buzzed up the side with a size 2.5, now grown out a bit, and cut to an inch and a half ontop now grown out a bit as well.
[ .321. ] listening to: Set it off - Audioslave. (Too many songs have gone by filling this stupid thing out.)
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: No.
[ .323. ] are you pissed: Not really. Stressed and anxious. Now sad that life is going to be low.

Yes or no:
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: No.
[ .325. ] do you like cows: Eats, yeah. No, they are gross, bred animals that are only good for food and drink.
[ .326. ] are you a bitch: I try not to be.
[ .327. ] are you artistic: I can be.
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: no, I'm bad at it.
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: Yes
[ .330. ] can you ski: yeah, black diamonds. ^_^
[ .331. ] are you British: I hate british.
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: Hahaha!
[ .334. ] did you ever give Barbie a haircut: Too many!
[ .335. ] would you eat mac&cheese with hot dogs in it: Done it.
[ .336. ] do you think Disney creators were on acid when they made Alice in wonderland: Yes, and they were very gross about it.
[ .337. ] are you stupid, insane, and/or physically handicapped: Well. Hmmpf. All! Psshht.



I must say, this was a very tedious survey, my eyes are shot, my hands are spent, my wrist has been leaning off the desk and now feels gross. I am physically drained. Emotionaly unstable. I know this week will determine the rest of my life. I am too obsessed over someone to study and I don't care too much, 'cuz I will put it off. I work best under pressure anyway.