May 16, 2004 14:21
Well it has been a few days since I have gotten the chance to write in my journal but there always seems to be something elese for me to do. The other day I got into a HUGE fight with my roommate and that next morning I was scheduled for a big exam that was very vital to my grade... well to say the least I dont think that I did very well because I let that fight get to me and I couldnt study. Well all I can do now is pray that partial credit will save my ass and that I do well on the final. I am finally moved into my place and my bedroom is all put away. No more boxes on my floor. Too bad I can say the same about the rest of my home. I still have some boxes on my kitchen floor that need some tending to but I really dont have time for that right now. I really wish that I could go back home for just a few days. I really miss the people there, but what I miss most is the ones that care about me. All I have here is Biochemistry and he doesnt love me at all. Oh yeah and Thank God he put one sane person here to keep me company. My good friend Kelly. I think that I would lose my mind if she wasnt here to relate to my Hatetred for OHIO. Sometimes this place could be fun but anyother time .... well you know. I just have one more solid year then I will be walking onto the Ohio State Stadium lawn to accept my diploma. Then later that day I will be driving away from this state... unless I get accepted to Ohio State University Medical School ... and no where else. Then I know that there is no God and it is just the Devil playing some sick game by making me stay here. I really want to go back home really bad. I would like to see some particular people there, and perhaps start a new life. See what could happen between certian someones. (You know what I mean E). Well I just had to vent a little bit and now I have to get back to writing my paper on cochlear implants and studying for microbiology. Looks like another busy night for me. thats my life though. Oh well. I love you....