burn the school
shit.
i hate math, i don't remember anything from this semester. i'm going through my review packet and i swear i have to look up every damn problem just to know how to do it. i haven't started bio yet tonight which means i'm totally screwed and i don't even know what score i need to get but i don't care, i'm so sick of it all. the school year has officially lasted one day too long. novelty=expired. tolerance=out the window.
my schedule's a piece of shit but mostly i just feel selfish b/c i'm angry for not having everything exactly my way. which just makes me more mad to think about, b/c now am i not only stuck with this dumbass schedule but also with a personality disorder. great. this is great. i'm on my way to the psych ward. what's wrong with my schedule, you ask? and i don't care if you didn't ask, just leave if you've had enough of my burnt-out rantings, it's not like i'll know the difference. i want to take a social studies class, specifically world issues. but i can't get in b/c apparantly its only offered 2nd and 5th, which is when i have my physics lab and band, respectively. and i can't change physics unless i want to be in principles which i don't b/c i don't want to be stuck with a bunch of idiots (not that i'd stand out from the bunch... and not to offend anyone whom i just indirectly called an idiot). anyway, so i decided FINE, i'll take non-western world instead. well that's only offered 1st period, when i have chorus. why am i so damn musical by the way?? well, turns out i might not be b/c i'm probably going to drop chorus for at least one semester next year in order to take that class. and i still have to Health. there's a billion other details that go along with this, but i don't feel like explaining them since everyone has quit reading anyway. and btw i'm not ditching choir just b/c joey did, so don't give me crap about not making my own freakin decisions. however whichever semester i am singing, jo, i'll miss you very much.
so. burn the school. somehow, i'm sure all my problems are No-Delay Ray's fault. aka the idiot who recently closed the best school in the world, or at least in the ames district. but i can't get started on that tonight. i might explode, or pass out, chuck something at the computer. for the record though, roosevelt's slammed doors are basically what make me the saddest in my life right now. which is why i don't want to think about it at the moment. ahhh i just want to do nothing
i'm sure this has been very uplifting for everybody.
i hate math, i don't remember anything from this semester. i'm going through my review packet and i swear i have to look up every damn problem just to know how to do it. i haven't started bio yet tonight which means i'm totally screwed and i don't even know what score i need to get but i don't care, i'm so sick of it all. the school year has officially lasted one day too long. novelty=expired. tolerance=out the window.
my schedule's a piece of shit but mostly i just feel selfish b/c i'm angry for not having everything exactly my way. which just makes me more mad to think about, b/c now am i not only stuck with this dumbass schedule but also with a personality disorder. great. this is great. i'm on my way to the psych ward. what's wrong with my schedule, you ask? and i don't care if you didn't ask, just leave if you've had enough of my burnt-out rantings, it's not like i'll know the difference. i want to take a social studies class, specifically world issues. but i can't get in b/c apparantly its only offered 2nd and 5th, which is when i have my physics lab and band, respectively. and i can't change physics unless i want to be in principles which i don't b/c i don't want to be stuck with a bunch of idiots (not that i'd stand out from the bunch... and not to offend anyone whom i just indirectly called an idiot). anyway, so i decided FINE, i'll take non-western world instead. well that's only offered 1st period, when i have chorus. why am i so damn musical by the way?? well, turns out i might not be b/c i'm probably going to drop chorus for at least one semester next year in order to take that class. and i still have to Health. there's a billion other details that go along with this, but i don't feel like explaining them since everyone has quit reading anyway. and btw i'm not ditching choir just b/c joey did, so don't give me crap about not making my own freakin decisions. however whichever semester i am singing, jo, i'll miss you very much.
so. burn the school. somehow, i'm sure all my problems are No-Delay Ray's fault. aka the idiot who recently closed the best school in the world, or at least in the ames district. but i can't get started on that tonight. i might explode, or pass out, chuck something at the computer. for the record though, roosevelt's slammed doors are basically what make me the saddest in my life right now. which is why i don't want to think about it at the moment. ahhh i just want to do nothing
i'm sure this has been very uplifting for everybody.