Overweight Olga and Negative Nancy
OHMYGOD, I am such a manitee! Seriously y'all. I have got to start making some dietary changes. I mean c'mon...I'm a freaking Nutrition major!!! Talk about not practicing what you preach.
I think above all other things, my weight is really what keeps me sad. Everything else is going so amazingly. My size is what's keeping me from really loving me as much as I can. I know I have the potential to have a great (kickass, even) body, but I know what the problem is: I'm a lazy bitch. It's finally sinking in after all these years of battling with not having an awesome physique that I have to put the work in to get the results I want.
The problem is motivation. But after the past few weeks, I think I have enough reasons to be motivated to get my ass off the couch and learn how to sculpt my body into what I want it to be.
In other news, I am a terrible friend. I've been poring over work, school, and Silver Wings. And figuring out my life and financial situations. So to everyone I've lost touch with: I'm sorry. It hasn't been intentional. I've just been thinking about me lately, and as self-centered as that is, it's something I've been needing to focus on recently to better myself.
Can't wait for CHICON! Even though being NPar will most likely detract from any remote chance of fun during the meetings, I'm going to party it up big time with the SWingers and Arnies in Chicago! :)
I think above all other things, my weight is really what keeps me sad. Everything else is going so amazingly. My size is what's keeping me from really loving me as much as I can. I know I have the potential to have a great (kickass, even) body, but I know what the problem is: I'm a lazy bitch. It's finally sinking in after all these years of battling with not having an awesome physique that I have to put the work in to get the results I want.
The problem is motivation. But after the past few weeks, I think I have enough reasons to be motivated to get my ass off the couch and learn how to sculpt my body into what I want it to be.
In other news, I am a terrible friend. I've been poring over work, school, and Silver Wings. And figuring out my life and financial situations. So to everyone I've lost touch with: I'm sorry. It hasn't been intentional. I've just been thinking about me lately, and as self-centered as that is, it's something I've been needing to focus on recently to better myself.
Can't wait for CHICON! Even though being NPar will most likely detract from any remote chance of fun during the meetings, I'm going to party it up big time with the SWingers and Arnies in Chicago! :)