Quick Update
Okay so I just read my most recent post. Wow, that = depressing.
So I'm better, haha! I'm back on my medication, and life is wonderful once again.
Things going on right now:
*my cell phone was disconnected about 2 weeks ago
*I'm not overdrawn anymore = thank GOD (and Maw-Maw & Paw-Paw)
*classes are going okay (but physics is eating my soul)
*Silver Wings? Amazing and frustrating at the same time, but so worth it in the end! :)
*I'm working at least 30 hours every week this month = see y'all next semester, haha
I'm trying this new thing where I'm honest with people. Especially the ones I have to work with in a professional or organizational setting. So if we're friends on a personal level, please don't take anything I say professionally or organizationally to heart. It's just that--professional! Doesn't mean I don't love the hell outta ya!
Recently, I haven't felt as amazing as I could. And it's my fault. I really need to work on not being hard on myself for EVERYTHING. Like when other people mess up. Everyone messes up. But when other people mess up, I tend to want to shoulder the blame with them because I don't want them to feel so alone in the situation. But I just can't do it anymore. The same goes for picking up slack for others. It's proving to be way too consuming. I dunno. BLAH.
I am actually really content right now. I have great (AMAZING) people in my life. I'm really not wanting for much. Life's not so bad.
And I had an amazing dream last night, but that's classified.
So I'm better, haha! I'm back on my medication, and life is wonderful once again.
Things going on right now:
*my cell phone was disconnected about 2 weeks ago
*I'm not overdrawn anymore = thank GOD (and Maw-Maw & Paw-Paw)
*classes are going okay (but physics is eating my soul)
*Silver Wings? Amazing and frustrating at the same time, but so worth it in the end! :)
*I'm working at least 30 hours every week this month = see y'all next semester, haha
I'm trying this new thing where I'm honest with people. Especially the ones I have to work with in a professional or organizational setting. So if we're friends on a personal level, please don't take anything I say professionally or organizationally to heart. It's just that--professional! Doesn't mean I don't love the hell outta ya!
Recently, I haven't felt as amazing as I could. And it's my fault. I really need to work on not being hard on myself for EVERYTHING. Like when other people mess up. Everyone messes up. But when other people mess up, I tend to want to shoulder the blame with them because I don't want them to feel so alone in the situation. But I just can't do it anymore. The same goes for picking up slack for others. It's proving to be way too consuming. I dunno. BLAH.
I am actually really content right now. I have great (AMAZING) people in my life. I'm really not wanting for much. Life's not so bad.
And I had an amazing dream last night, but that's classified.