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apparantly she's given up. " I tried calling" it's fucking bullshit. what's wrong with her? doesn't she miss actually spending quality time with me? we used to have such a good time. noo, she's too caught up in the "everyones out to get me" mantra that not only is she losing me, despite all the things ive done t try and keep the friendship alive, her future is slipping and sliding out of her fingers. ANND she doesn' t care. you cant teach until you've learned sweetheart, that's the only way to change the world. she's got oppurrtunities just lying untouched in her lap, and she wines about people not taking the chance to get to know her. they cant get to know her if she's in a shell hiding in the corner because she's convinced they all hate her. who gives a fuck, there are hundreds of millions of girls who would give anything to be where she is right now, to get a real education and make SOMETHING of themselves. better than hiding under the covers and becoming transparent.
so she can delete me from her life if she wants to, im tired of crying about it anyway.
so she can delete me from her life if she wants to, im tired of crying about it anyway.