I have three fusking tests tomorrow. and i think im going to cry. im under sooo much pressure it's like hard to function! this weekend is insane
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no one reads my live journal anyway, and what do you care if anyone sees this? you really are insecure. and I DO NOT THAINK THE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND ME all im asking for is a smile, and who knows maybe if we have a nice happy conversation in the hallyway, you might feel better. you can tell me all the bad things that are going on and i can comfort you and make you laugh. give you a great big smoochie and who knows, maybe it will make me AND YOU fell better, allowing you to stand up to that fusking teacher, forget about pressure, and realize that WF isn't worth your worry. you scream at me in your response when all i want is for us BOTH to be happy. if you would rather jsut have a passing glance/smile as our interaction then that's fine, i jsut thought we could maybe offer eachother some comfort, because let's face it, high school sucks for everyone. if you call a hallyway interaction "high expectations" than it is you who will have trouble in life, not me. if you change your mind, and seeing me isn't just waving, but something to be
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i appreciate the whole hug-with-legs thing. but realize, i don't really want the whole discussion thing. to tell you the truth, you're a little too close to the situation and i am worried you will pass judgements. that is why i have my own journal. i don't want to talk about all of my problems that much, and certainly not in the hallway! i don't see why you can't understand that. and yes i AM insecure, thanks for reminding me. that is why i am UNHAPPY. you are insecure too, hello!! i am fine with a passing hug/smile/ whatever but comfort is not what i need, at least not in the hallway. what i need is for you to be sympathetic and understanding and allow me to be grumpy and non-smily without turning it into a huge deal like this. that's what i mean by high expectations. when you do that it just makes me feel even worse about myself than i do already. trust me, i don't need you to be mad at me. i already beat myself up enough as it is.
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