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god damn it.
im so worried about college. im not better than the 60,000 kids that apply to all the schools i want to go to. i feel like im melting and i cant solidify myself. im going to be rejected from the greats that im really really interested in. when we were in new york we drove by the ivy league club and ive never wanted to belong anwhere so much before. what am i going to do? i feel like i should pick my ass up and do something that will make me better than the other applicants. but i can't see anything that will do this.
id give anything to be in. right now.
this is such a wierd phase im going through.
i have to stop watching so much gilmore girls. it depresses me.
fusk.
im so worried about college. im not better than the 60,000 kids that apply to all the schools i want to go to. i feel like im melting and i cant solidify myself. im going to be rejected from the greats that im really really interested in. when we were in new york we drove by the ivy league club and ive never wanted to belong anwhere so much before. what am i going to do? i feel like i should pick my ass up and do something that will make me better than the other applicants. but i can't see anything that will do this.
id give anything to be in. right now.
this is such a wierd phase im going through.
i have to stop watching so much gilmore girls. it depresses me.
fusk.