errg.
Latley I've been feeling like I need to express something really important and I haven't been able to, to anyone other than myself.
Something really bad is happening and it's just been staring me in the face for the longest time. Everywhere I look and everything I do, makes me reconsider the decisions I made to bring me towards the bad thing that's happening and I feel like there were all of these signs saying don't do it and I did.
But I can't tell anyone about it because then it makes me look like someone that I'm not.
This leads me back to a reoccuring problem: not being able to open up.
And this time I'm not exactly sure why I can't. I'm thinking that it might have something to do with the fact that I don't exactly know how I got in this situation or why or how I'm going to get out.
Oy Vey.
I'm not sure why exactly I posted this because, like most of my entries, I left a lot to be desired. The entry is plain, has no backbone or substance. Why post something if the whole thing is about why I can't tell you what the entry was supposed to be about?
I'm hating myself right now.
And this major dilema.
And so many other things.
HATING
Something really bad is happening and it's just been staring me in the face for the longest time. Everywhere I look and everything I do, makes me reconsider the decisions I made to bring me towards the bad thing that's happening and I feel like there were all of these signs saying don't do it and I did.
But I can't tell anyone about it because then it makes me look like someone that I'm not.
This leads me back to a reoccuring problem: not being able to open up.
And this time I'm not exactly sure why I can't. I'm thinking that it might have something to do with the fact that I don't exactly know how I got in this situation or why or how I'm going to get out.
Oy Vey.
I'm not sure why exactly I posted this because, like most of my entries, I left a lot to be desired. The entry is plain, has no backbone or substance. Why post something if the whole thing is about why I can't tell you what the entry was supposed to be about?
I'm hating myself right now.
And this major dilema.
And so many other things.
HATING