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I’m not sure when I last wrote, but it was awhile ago and I have a memory of a gold fish so please bear with me. The week before last I had a really rough time at work. I don’t know if I should hate my job or love it, the people are ok but they seem to talk behind people’s backs a lot. I can hear what they say about me and it just hurts a lot you know? Then my wonderful boss decides to call me in (while I’m washing dishes) for a meeting- it was ok until she started poking fun at me.
“You have no imagination”
“Ok…”
“No really you don’t. But it’s ok no one really has one.” - Then she laughed and made me feel like an idiot. How does she know that?
Oh and this week I washed this thing she was going to make me use to strain out all the soup. I said I was sorry and then she just laughs and says, “Well I don’t care it’s just more work for you.”
Might as well just stick the word ‘stupid’ on my forehead and call it a day. Fuck she makes me mad! I don’t care if she’s Filipino I hate her. This past week I’ve been busy working up to 10 hour shifts- and my boss asked me if I would be able to work the weekend shifts as well and I almost felt like I was about to cry. I could feel the tear drops forming in my eyes. Why would you ask me that? I worked up all this time and all you can ask is can you work until your fingers turn into prunes and you feet fall off.
I worked last Sunday as well and I was late. I didn’t even know I was supposed to work but they just laughed. I hurt so bad I cried in the bathroom. I’m so stupid.
Also I think I might need to go to anger classes. My parents are making me so mad I just want to kill them. Sometimes I just picture hitting them with a frying pan or slapping them in the face. Fuck they piss me off!
On lighter news I watched 'The Corpse Bride'
I was beautiful/ but very sad at the same time. The story line seemed obvious to me after awhile- but the ending to me was very sad. I was sort of rooting for Emily (the Corpse), but at the same time I also started like Victoria (the living bride) as well. It was just very sad cause they were both very good characters but I guess one of them had to go. Johnny was amazing ^^ of course and the animation was incredible. I just didn’t feel it was as creepy as I thought it would be you know?
What made me laugh though was Christopher Lee! He’s perfect for Tim Burton movies.
Also I have a few things to say about Harry and Ginny.
I love Harry and Ginny! I do I can’t stop thinking about them. ^^; I know I’m pretty sad but whatever. And after thinking about the 4th movie coming out it just makes me want to jump right to the 6th movie. I think Bonnie (Bonnie Wright) is beautiful and over time will be perfect for the part. And Harry… Let’s just say Dan works out.
I even have a little song for them (when more movies come out I’ll start making music videos)
But what is bugging me is these really fanatic H/Hr fan. They’re crazy! If you don’t believe me read this Harry&Hermione Blog. They say they’re true fans of the book then why would they want to get rid of the 7th book? I’m sure there must me some sanity somewhere right?
night! -April