a not-so-accidental public post.

[bubly_imaturity]

i really feel like i've been abandoned.
even though i know its not the persons fault.
i feel like a phase in my life is over... where i stop playing the silly little girl games.
boo hoo. my hearts been broken.

[brain says to heart]
'get the fuck over it, the guy was smelly and an asshole'

but then i found this quote on manda's page.....

×·..·*¨) Maybe sometimes you have to stop
¸.·´ waiting for someone to come along
( and fix whats wrong . . maybe you
`·.¸_¸.·'´¨) have to stop feeling sorry for your
×·..·*¨) self and realize that no one else has
¸.·´ the answer . . sometimes you got to
`·.¸_¸.·'´¨) be your o w n hero

and.well.
yah.
smile meter was a 3 today.
that sucks. little low. but im sure it'll be up tomorrow. get up early.

yadda yadda yadda.

hope. is the quintessential w/e... everytime i hope about something..
then eff me in the a that stupid architect gets into my head.
well... eff u architect.
i just hope that.
he will.
finally.
do.
what he doesnt really ever say.

good luck tomorrow night boyz.
ugh.
i seriously feel a teeny bit paralyzed.