ugly guy who seams to have the world...
ok well here i go again this time at home.....
i have started a job closser to the house so thats 30 min lesss driving to and from work ... and im working with joey he is still stupid funny... were getting along good dont see it working for a long time but it will work for a wile... we have ben demo-ing duct,, it sucks there is a lot of fiberglass insulation that gets all over u .. but i have ben mr. demo man....its kinda fun in a way ripping shit down i get to throw my hammer into hospital walls its neat..but i threw my backout yest... leena came over after work and she was trying to rub it when we went to a few places and i didnt want her un comfy and feeling weird so i said to stop i think she took it wrong... but we discussed stuff on what to do with the new mirrors i got (2--2'x4' mirrors) and this weekend were starting the long awaited entertainment center... wooo.. she is so great she brought over some movie it was weird i liked it tho it was verry different.. i miss her so much sometimes i think she is all that is holding me together all my friends never call me.. i "know" or "have met" lots and lots of prople... but none of them talk to me much im just totally out of it i guess cause im not able to run around to shows like i was years ago im not cool enough or something.. there are some people i would like to talk to more but i mean i called ryan a few times seeing what he is doing ... tellin him dude give me a call well hang out ... hell call and well just chill and watch a movie..no calls its cause he is getting stoned or doing something else and having someone like me who dont do shit like that keeps him from doing it or something i dont know...... im kinda getting used to comming home and doing nothing all i have anymore is tage and leena tage wont calm down and when he wants me to hold him and be nice its casue there are other people there and he is scared... leena is all around great.. everything about her is wonerful.. i hurt my back she tried numerus times to rub it.. shge is so wonderful i wish i could see her everyday... but i cant... im gonna go now cause this is a long post
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i have started a job closser to the house so thats 30 min lesss driving to and from work ... and im working with joey he is still stupid funny... were getting along good dont see it working for a long time but it will work for a wile... we have ben demo-ing duct,, it sucks there is a lot of fiberglass insulation that gets all over u .. but i have ben mr. demo man....its kinda fun in a way ripping shit down i get to throw my hammer into hospital walls its neat..but i threw my backout yest... leena came over after work and she was trying to rub it when we went to a few places and i didnt want her un comfy and feeling weird so i said to stop i think she took it wrong... but we discussed stuff on what to do with the new mirrors i got (2--2'x4' mirrors) and this weekend were starting the long awaited entertainment center... wooo.. she is so great she brought over some movie it was weird i liked it tho it was verry different.. i miss her so much sometimes i think she is all that is holding me together all my friends never call me.. i "know" or "have met" lots and lots of prople... but none of them talk to me much im just totally out of it i guess cause im not able to run around to shows like i was years ago im not cool enough or something.. there are some people i would like to talk to more but i mean i called ryan a few times seeing what he is doing ... tellin him dude give me a call well hang out ... hell call and well just chill and watch a movie..no calls its cause he is getting stoned or doing something else and having someone like me who dont do shit like that keeps him from doing it or something i dont know...... im kinda getting used to comming home and doing nothing all i have anymore is tage and leena tage wont calm down and when he wants me to hold him and be nice its casue there are other people there and he is scared... leena is all around great.. everything about her is wonerful.. i hurt my back she tried numerus times to rub it.. shge is so wonderful i wish i could see her everyday... but i cant... im gonna go now cause this is a long post
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