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i dont really now what to say cause im frustrated with life and where its going and has gone... i dont want my job anymore but im making to much money to go start a new career.. i want to but where can i start off at 11$ an hour.. nowhere... i want to get to building the entertainment stand but now i have no truck to transport the mdf im making it out of... some times i dont know what im doing at all... life is complicated.. money is gonna start being tight soon and i dont know how im gonna react to that..and if i hear one more person say"money dosent buy happiness" im gonna go insane.. money may not buy happiness but,,,, it does buy things to make u happy ... not to mention the fact it buys u food so yeah get over it.. im babling here knowing that only 2 people maybe 4 max read this. yeah it kidna makes this whole thing seam useless cause the only people who read this A i spend 90% of my time with (leena) or B dont give a rats ass...so yeah dont take this post the wrong way cause im not depressed just getting my crazy head ready for whats going to come... leena has ben hanging out with her ex alot latley and yes it does bother me in more than one way... way 1 the odvious.. its her ex. he still likes her and she had strong feelings for him ... so yeah its kinda weird but i trust her not to fool around //// and just a note to the future... if she does (and i honestly dont think she will) im never trusting another person in a situation like this... but i do honestly beleive she will not fool around him on the other hand im not getting into big dumb "im-gonna-kick-your-ass-casue-your-emo" im-a-big-tough-strait-guy-with-tiki-heads-on-my-arm " "huh uh huh huh " type guy yeah so cool... sorry... and reason im upset about it 2 ... cause she is out right now hanging out with him... what am i doing nothing y.. cause A we live so far away B i have 0 friends count them -1 -2 -3 no 0 goose egg silch man this is depressing me gotta go do something......

wait i have tage i cant leave

yay

woopie

maybe ill go watch wiggles....

or not

bye