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smoking would have suited me today.
my emotional self sat huddled in a corner today smoking a cigarette in torn jeans and an oversized teeshirt with a cut out neck. She watched the rain in the adjacent window all day. and chain smoked.
my rational self went from class to class, and yelled at herself for wasting time on raindrops.
"stop it" raitional self says
"raindrops are better than tears" emotional self replied
"you should do soemthing constructive" rational self says
"you should fuck yourself" emotional self says
"choclate is better than a fuck" rational self replied
"I could go for choclate" emotional self descided
then they had choclate and vistied with Dan Savage. it didn't help.
so here i am rational self, while emotional self sitts in my room, still chain smoking. Stupid bitch she will be the death of me.
"emotional choatic" the book told me on sunday...goddamn
hold me...
my emotional self sat huddled in a corner today smoking a cigarette in torn jeans and an oversized teeshirt with a cut out neck. She watched the rain in the adjacent window all day. and chain smoked.
my rational self went from class to class, and yelled at herself for wasting time on raindrops.
"stop it" raitional self says
"raindrops are better than tears" emotional self replied
"you should do soemthing constructive" rational self says
"you should fuck yourself" emotional self says
"choclate is better than a fuck" rational self replied
"I could go for choclate" emotional self descided
then they had choclate and vistied with Dan Savage. it didn't help.
so here i am rational self, while emotional self sitts in my room, still chain smoking. Stupid bitch she will be the death of me.
"emotional choatic" the book told me on sunday...goddamn
hold me...