I dont get it...
I think about it often even though Im definately not worried about it. It was a part of my life for almost a year and it devistated (sp?) me compeletely, so is it wrong that i still think about all of it from time to time?
Anyways I was reading and old friends posts from the last like 6 months or so...it kinda makes me feel like a nozy snoop but they are public so technically i can read them... i think.
Anyways again, the posts of the un-nameable person made me realize that we all do stupid things just for a guy or a feeling. But we forget to remember who we really are. Ive broken up with quite a few people and most of them were because they didnt understand me or i let them turn me into something i always said i wouldnt be, and it wasnt me. I think its becuase of age or more specifically maturity. And of course it teaches us even more about who we are and what we dont want so that eventually we can find what we actually want. I finally dont regret the things that i did and i dont blame myself for being blind to the world around me. Because I have learned and found something and someone that i really love.
So taking all that into consideration, why do i still get the creeps when i see him? If i got the chance I would STILL love to punch him in the nuts.
IS THAT NORMAL OR AND I WEIRD?
PS yes i am writing this to see what people think, so comment i you have a thought....and if you know who the people are, please leave them un-named just to keep things interesting!....:)
Anyways I was reading and old friends posts from the last like 6 months or so...it kinda makes me feel like a nozy snoop but they are public so technically i can read them... i think.
Anyways again, the posts of the un-nameable person made me realize that we all do stupid things just for a guy or a feeling. But we forget to remember who we really are. Ive broken up with quite a few people and most of them were because they didnt understand me or i let them turn me into something i always said i wouldnt be, and it wasnt me. I think its becuase of age or more specifically maturity. And of course it teaches us even more about who we are and what we dont want so that eventually we can find what we actually want. I finally dont regret the things that i did and i dont blame myself for being blind to the world around me. Because I have learned and found something and someone that i really love.
So taking all that into consideration, why do i still get the creeps when i see him? If i got the chance I would STILL love to punch him in the nuts.
IS THAT NORMAL OR AND I WEIRD?
PS yes i am writing this to see what people think, so comment i you have a thought....and if you know who the people are, please leave them un-named just to keep things interesting!....:)