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you would be happy to know that today was finally just another normal day for me!! no one asking me 50 thousand trillion questions about a stupid subject that i am uncomfortable talking about!! apparently most of my 2nd period class was called down to the office to talk about the thing ive been so upset over and those who didnt know asked me so many questions that i didnt feel like answering!! so it was a pretty good day for that and it was also the first day i wasnt called down to the office for the same reason which brings me to an annoying thing that happened yesterday
so basically i get called down to talk to ms jewel yesterday and she was basically questioning if it ever happened and wanted me to describe the whole incident and was saying things like "well thats kinda strange" which made me feel like i lost the trust of ms jewel and i was really upset i started crying and i had to go back to 2nd period so i walk in the door and for the first time in days i saw him... i took my test and he didnt have to take it because hes absent like everyday so he was just sitting there watching me eyeing me down as if i was his next breakfast or something like an animal watching his pray everytime i looked over my shoulder and saw him looking at me i cried harder and i felt like omfg i dont want him to see that he got me this upset so i was trying so hard not to look at him and not to cry anymore but it didnt work too well i cried the whole period!! mr. vilecco (the teacher i thought hated me)was really concerned he asked me if i wanted to i can go outside with him and talk to him or i can wait outside until i get a hold of myself i figured it would make a bigger scene if i got up in front of the classroom and ran out the door crying and start talking to the teacher so i passed and just kept taking my test...
3rd period yesterday was pretty dull as well i was still really upset and mr. bleakley was like... oh boy!! i got a hold of myself like 1/4 way into the period and i just payed(paid?)[sp] attention i thought about it a lot and i came to the conclusion that i dont care if ms jewel believes me, why should i? im telling the truth im a good kid theres no reason to think im lieing!! so anyways then we go to lunch and i talked to jenna about it and she was basically just telling me i had to teell mr bleakley that jewel didnt believe me and i felt like what can he possibly do thats his boss!! and that it was pointless, but she goes up to him after i refused to tell him and says " amanda has something to tell you" and he said he wanted to talk to me during channel 1 so im like alright... i go to talk to him really nothing good or bad came out of it... but im glad i have this kind of a relationship with mr bleakley he is a really great person, teacher, and role model!!
4th period nothing really happened i got in trouble by lockhart which is a first!! this girl danielle slapped a chalk board eraser thingy in my face and dust went all over me and i had chalk all over my face so i went to do it to her and lockhart was like PUT IT DOWN and i was pretending i didnt hear him and he goes NOW!!!!! and i didnt listen and went up to her and then she grabbed it from my hands and did it to me again and i got in trouble for not listening to him even though it wasnt fair that she can do that to me but i cant do anything back!! oh well!!
after school: i hung out with mr. werner and the "card board canoe crew" as i like to call them lol mr werner was pretty cool talked to him about random shit not about the whole incident that happened but just random shit!
on the bus: i hung out with joe and he needed help with his alg. homework so i went over to help and it took him AN HOUR to solve ONE PROBLEM!! i was like omg!! lol nahh he was basically just fooling around and i was like grr come over here im not doing your homework and it took an hour!
when i got home: we went to the blue claws game i hung out at the luxury seats all the way at the top and there was like basically a buffet up there totally free and i pigged out geeze!! the blue claws were losing and the ump. called a delay of game because of the fog and it ended the game bottom of the 3rd then i hung out with joe(brother) gary (his friend) and joe cohen (his roomate) stayed up til 12-ish and then went to sleep and woke up...
today
1st period: i took a test got a 73 which is good for me on a spanish test!
2nd period: clinton wasnt there and mr vilecco was talking to me and asked me how "things" were which i figured was a code for are you feeling better than yesterday.. is stuff better so i said i was feeling better and i felt really touched that mr vilecco asked me how i was because i always thought he hated me and that was like he actually cared!! it was one of those little things that make a big difference!!
3rd nothing happened
4th period i got really mad at lockhart i got in trouble again but he had no right to yell at me and i wanted to kill him he was being such a jerk!and then i ended up staying after with him how stupid am i? lol but uhh if i get a calculator that was stolen from him i get 5 e.c points on my next quiz and i know where it is so yeh... sweet deal! im gunna go lie down and watch 7th heaven im tired... later!!
<33 ruffles
12 days until tanya turns 15!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so basically i get called down to talk to ms jewel yesterday and she was basically questioning if it ever happened and wanted me to describe the whole incident and was saying things like "well thats kinda strange" which made me feel like i lost the trust of ms jewel and i was really upset i started crying and i had to go back to 2nd period so i walk in the door and for the first time in days i saw him... i took my test and he didnt have to take it because hes absent like everyday so he was just sitting there watching me eyeing me down as if i was his next breakfast or something like an animal watching his pray everytime i looked over my shoulder and saw him looking at me i cried harder and i felt like omfg i dont want him to see that he got me this upset so i was trying so hard not to look at him and not to cry anymore but it didnt work too well i cried the whole period!! mr. vilecco (the teacher i thought hated me)was really concerned he asked me if i wanted to i can go outside with him and talk to him or i can wait outside until i get a hold of myself i figured it would make a bigger scene if i got up in front of the classroom and ran out the door crying and start talking to the teacher so i passed and just kept taking my test...
3rd period yesterday was pretty dull as well i was still really upset and mr. bleakley was like... oh boy!! i got a hold of myself like 1/4 way into the period and i just payed(paid?)[sp] attention i thought about it a lot and i came to the conclusion that i dont care if ms jewel believes me, why should i? im telling the truth im a good kid theres no reason to think im lieing!! so anyways then we go to lunch and i talked to jenna about it and she was basically just telling me i had to teell mr bleakley that jewel didnt believe me and i felt like what can he possibly do thats his boss!! and that it was pointless, but she goes up to him after i refused to tell him and says " amanda has something to tell you" and he said he wanted to talk to me during channel 1 so im like alright... i go to talk to him really nothing good or bad came out of it... but im glad i have this kind of a relationship with mr bleakley he is a really great person, teacher, and role model!!
4th period nothing really happened i got in trouble by lockhart which is a first!! this girl danielle slapped a chalk board eraser thingy in my face and dust went all over me and i had chalk all over my face so i went to do it to her and lockhart was like PUT IT DOWN and i was pretending i didnt hear him and he goes NOW!!!!! and i didnt listen and went up to her and then she grabbed it from my hands and did it to me again and i got in trouble for not listening to him even though it wasnt fair that she can do that to me but i cant do anything back!! oh well!!
after school: i hung out with mr. werner and the "card board canoe crew" as i like to call them lol mr werner was pretty cool talked to him about random shit not about the whole incident that happened but just random shit!
on the bus: i hung out with joe and he needed help with his alg. homework so i went over to help and it took him AN HOUR to solve ONE PROBLEM!! i was like omg!! lol nahh he was basically just fooling around and i was like grr come over here im not doing your homework and it took an hour!
when i got home: we went to the blue claws game i hung out at the luxury seats all the way at the top and there was like basically a buffet up there totally free and i pigged out geeze!! the blue claws were losing and the ump. called a delay of game because of the fog and it ended the game bottom of the 3rd then i hung out with joe(brother) gary (his friend) and joe cohen (his roomate) stayed up til 12-ish and then went to sleep and woke up...
today
1st period: i took a test got a 73 which is good for me on a spanish test!
2nd period: clinton wasnt there and mr vilecco was talking to me and asked me how "things" were which i figured was a code for are you feeling better than yesterday.. is stuff better so i said i was feeling better and i felt really touched that mr vilecco asked me how i was because i always thought he hated me and that was like he actually cared!! it was one of those little things that make a big difference!!
3rd nothing happened
4th period i got really mad at lockhart i got in trouble again but he had no right to yell at me and i wanted to kill him he was being such a jerk!and then i ended up staying after with him how stupid am i? lol but uhh if i get a calculator that was stolen from him i get 5 e.c points on my next quiz and i know where it is so yeh... sweet deal! im gunna go lie down and watch 7th heaven im tired... later!!
<33 ruffles
12 days until tanya turns 15!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!