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Jul 05, 2009 13:34

 Crazy life. New Boyfriend. Love for the first time. Bad decisions. New job. New friends. New experiences. Striving to do my best.

I have made the decision that I am going to start updating this thing on a regular basis now.
It's an extremely healthy way for me to release my emotions, and I will keep up with it, unlike I haven't done in the past.
Firstly: Boyfriend of a month and a half. 
He makes me happy. we have our troubles. but mostly happy.
Sometimes I wish I wasn't so naive about things, but it is my first relationship so I can't really help it.
I feel like I have grown so much more as a person because of him, and he just teaches me something new every day.
And the feelings I get when I see him, or when I talk to him on the phone are indescribable.
I just hope it keeps being this way. I have heard sometimes people can get kind of stuck, and I don't want that.

Secondly: New Job.
A couple months ago I got a job working for this blind guy who has his own computer repair company.
I am sort of like his personal assistant/office assistant.
I make $8/hr plus sometimes he buys me lunch. It's a win-win.
I am learning to be more patient, and this job has made me a better person too. 
I only have to work 2 or 3 days a week and I get Mondays off so that is pretty sweet. 
And I may be able to work some in the Fall too..we shall see. 
The extra income along with my church job paycheck makes for a good sum of money.

Thirdly: Drama
I have been trying to cut most of the drama out of my life: MORE the people than anything.
I am done with petty girls, and their petty shit.
My boyfriend has a big thing against drama, which is good. It keeps our relationship more healthy I think.
ALSO I am trying to fix things with people that I have had problems with because life is too short to hold grudges.
It is just a shame that some people can be extremely immature, and just live for pissing someone off.

Fourth: Love
I don't know if it is love yet, but I know that it is getting there. 
I had a hard time believing in it before I met him. 
I thought the love at first sight stuff was nonsense. 
Now I am not so sure.
I just know that right now, I want to be with him.
And I think that is all that matters.

I am currently in Daytona Beach right now, we are leaving soon to go back home. 
I will be in the Springs until Monday afternoon.
It's kind of nice to of gone home.
I'm enjoying the family time suprisingly.

Well that is just a little tidbit of information on my life so far.

Have I found you 
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth 
Big pill looming

<3

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