May 04, 2005 03:00
Thanks for the support this week...Chris, Suz...everyone..thanks...the Final DID get done and hopefully DID merrit the grade needed to pass the class...I hope..if not i'm screwed and i'll see ya at BSU again next year.
I am packing for the summer...woot...i have mixed feelings. I dont quite have everything ready to be packed. And i realized i still need more totes...i think i have too much stuff...much sadness...I don't want to have to throw things away, but i will if i have to...My friend Bryan is comming over to help me move the things over to hope house...mind you some things will have to remain with me...i.e clothes for the summer and the computer, but other than that it's all gonna be at hope house. I'm hoping that everything will fit into the two remaining tubs and i can use my book back and laundry basket as a way to store stuff this summer at Bryan's families' house..who knows.
Leaving this place is really sad. I never imagined that graduation, something that is supposed to be wonderfully happy, could be so terribly sad at the same time, but thats okay...
i need to be going...i need to take a nap (its 3am) and then wake up around 6 or so so i can at least get some laundry done. I don't know exactly what the site expects of me...this sucks...ugh...
I don't wanna be doing this right now..
Good Night