Matchbook Romance

Nov 03, 2005 01:24

well me and brent went to go see matchbook romance tonite instead of gabbi and brent going to see it, i felt really bad that she didn't go, but its all good, ill make it up to her somehow...

me and jay worked our differences out and were cool now, im happy about that, he is a really great guy when he wants to be, and when he isn't jealous of other people touching me, he's not even my boyfriend and he was getting pissed at his friend for sleeping in the same bed as me....but what ever, it was none of his buisness to begin with so blah.

other than that, im still single, and kinda loving it....its all the guys that i am close to who are not loving it...i feel like im toying around with people alot, but what they need to realize is that i am just a very loving person, and i dont mean to act so flirty, its just who i am....and i truly do love everyone, but not quite in that way....and im not saying all this to hurt any one either, its just a fact that seems to be over looked by alot of guys.

But i refuse to change the flirty me, because thats the person who i love to be, i like being open and very huggie with people with out it being taken the wrong way...i just love everyone so much and i like to show it in every way possible....and i dont think thats a bad thing.

If i like someone more than just friends, then they will know, and i usually dont hold back on how i feel, and i only really have thoes kind of feelings for one person right now, and he isnt even around, and very hard to get ahold of, but i just enjoy talking too him so much that i just want more of it. i feel like im on cloud nine when im talking with him....but i dont think he is into me....we'll see....

any who i had a really great time at the concert tonite, and i blew an entire weeks worth of tips on this concert...but it was worth it....

well im done with this blurb of emotional blah for tonite....it feels good to get it all out though
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