Oct 22, 2004 20:45
well adam and heather finally called me up to see if i wanted to hang out....for a while there i thought i had developed leprosy and no one wanted to see me....i think heather didn't want to hang out with me last night either but she did to be nice....i dont know what happened there but what ever. ever since i started school hardly any of my girlfriends want to hang out with me....i am so confused on that one.
other than that....my man status is depressing, as well as my school status. which one might think would go hand in hand....but oh no!....not at baker...where most of the freshmen are like 45 year old men with 2 divorcies and 4 children.....yeah im gonna date him(syrcasim there if ya didn't catch it). And everyone that looks like they might be my age are actually like 25....and i dated a 24 year old...which was kinda creepy....so im definatly not going to do it again.
generally im just depressed...and baking isn't even helping any more....and if you know me and baking you know thats a bad thing....not to fret!...i'll figure something out to make myself happy. or at least i hope so...SOON! im getting sick of this shit