i'm sorry, but i didn't care...
so i've got a lesson today. know how much i've practiced since my last lesson? neither do i. not good. the horrible thing is that i'm pretty sure i don't care very much. i should, but lessons just seem so pointless in the grand scheme of all the other crap i've got going on. so then i feel guilty for not feeling more guilty about not practicing or caring. i'm so glad this is my last semester of this stuff.