May 02, 2006 01:28
The school is coming to a hault. Everyone begins to look tired out from preparing for exams and packing up their life they once had here. Boyfriend and girlfriends will part, much like Kyle ang I. No need to get to sad though, because it's not like he's dying some might say. No really?! It still hurts and is a very tender time for me. It really hurts when he does adorable things and makes me cry, just knowing I won't get to see that anymore besides are webcam convos. I will miss Janet to death, I've gotten to be such good friends with her. At the same time I am beginning to talk to my home friends more and get excited to spend time with them. Time spend with them is now cherished because I've been away from them for so long. New Chili Peppers tour to get ready for with Ang, partying with Lindsay, spending quality time with big K. Going bowling,go for walks, playing in the park, getting ice cream with Kelsey after the college jazz band concerts. In the back of my mind when I go home all I wil be hoping is to return. That's odd, I don't want school to come any sooner. I want to get back to someone very special who's here. It's definitely going to take a toll on my emotions, I hope he feels the same strength of our relationship as I do. I know I specialize in writing sappy stuff.