Happy New Year
Well I've composed a list of the top 5 bad and good things of 2004. Here they are! ...
The bad :(
5. My randomness with boys (even though it's fun). Being single for so long is so lonely especially around this time of year
4. Losing touch with some of my friends
3. My use of the word fag and gay negatively
2. Getting back together with Frank
1. Getting extremely wasted (not funny!)
And now the good!
5. Making new friends, and building stronger bonds with old ones.
4. Smacking people for using the word fag or gay negatively but educating them.
3. ANYTOWN! and all the gatherings/parties LMFAO
2. Breaking up with Frank FINALLY!!!
1. Making it to Senior year in the top 25% of my class!
I think it's a pretty good list. Things that did not make the list for bad was me not getting into NHS. I was really pissed about that. Being accepted into peer leadership was very important to me and that would kinda go with number 5. I can't really think of anything else. I must say though, this year has been my most life changing year... The whole year was intense. I mean the way me n Frank broke up was so bitter and violent. It really went out with a bang. Not a good one though. That was right in like February too. Then I suffered such a dramatic thing with Steve and Andre. Andre has been never ending unnecessary drama. The summer was...enlightening and awakening to say the least. I began by chopping my hair off which was major for me and I almost cried. I didn't know what to do with short hair n bangs! But anyway, I went to Portugal and it was cool to go out clubbing but I got bored of it so quick. Plus I had the "pleasure" of watching my cousin sniff shit and do all this other stupid shit. Then she wonders why she's 19 and is skinnier than me. She used to be pretty but damn drugs sunk her face in. Then I came home for a while, chilled, and went off to Anytown. I've already said so much about this so you know what it has done to me (it's not a cult damnit!) Then school started, I lost touch with people, I made new friends, so much shit was different. SATs started and college applications got in the way and I felt alone again.
So 'CHEERS' to 2004, it was great, but I'm more than ready for 2005. I wanna do away with all these college applications, lost friendships, lost relationships, being busy, homework, drama, and all that other crap. I can't wait for my class trip, prom, and graduation. Then comes the summer, beaches, boys, then hopefully I'll be back in Anytown in August again. Then I'll be in college studying for midterms and finals, and partying my ass off. Then before I know it, I'll be compiling another list and waving goodbye to 2005.
Today is Saturday, January 1st, of 2005. There are three hundred and sixty four days left until the new year. I'm strapped in loose for this ride 2005 is gonna take me on but I have a feeling I'll be getting off much sooner then I anticipate, or even want...
Hardly even knew me...
xoxo
~Chrissy~
The bad :(
5. My randomness with boys (even though it's fun). Being single for so long is so lonely especially around this time of year
4. Losing touch with some of my friends
3. My use of the word fag and gay negatively
2. Getting back together with Frank
1. Getting extremely wasted (not funny!)
And now the good!
5. Making new friends, and building stronger bonds with old ones.
4. Smacking people for using the word fag or gay negatively but educating them.
3. ANYTOWN! and all the gatherings/parties LMFAO
2. Breaking up with Frank FINALLY!!!
1. Making it to Senior year in the top 25% of my class!
I think it's a pretty good list. Things that did not make the list for bad was me not getting into NHS. I was really pissed about that. Being accepted into peer leadership was very important to me and that would kinda go with number 5. I can't really think of anything else. I must say though, this year has been my most life changing year... The whole year was intense. I mean the way me n Frank broke up was so bitter and violent. It really went out with a bang. Not a good one though. That was right in like February too. Then I suffered such a dramatic thing with Steve and Andre. Andre has been never ending unnecessary drama. The summer was...enlightening and awakening to say the least. I began by chopping my hair off which was major for me and I almost cried. I didn't know what to do with short hair n bangs! But anyway, I went to Portugal and it was cool to go out clubbing but I got bored of it so quick. Plus I had the "pleasure" of watching my cousin sniff shit and do all this other stupid shit. Then she wonders why she's 19 and is skinnier than me. She used to be pretty but damn drugs sunk her face in. Then I came home for a while, chilled, and went off to Anytown. I've already said so much about this so you know what it has done to me (it's not a cult damnit!) Then school started, I lost touch with people, I made new friends, so much shit was different. SATs started and college applications got in the way and I felt alone again.
So 'CHEERS' to 2004, it was great, but I'm more than ready for 2005. I wanna do away with all these college applications, lost friendships, lost relationships, being busy, homework, drama, and all that other crap. I can't wait for my class trip, prom, and graduation. Then comes the summer, beaches, boys, then hopefully I'll be back in Anytown in August again. Then I'll be in college studying for midterms and finals, and partying my ass off. Then before I know it, I'll be compiling another list and waving goodbye to 2005.
Today is Saturday, January 1st, of 2005. There are three hundred and sixty four days left until the new year. I'm strapped in loose for this ride 2005 is gonna take me on but I have a feeling I'll be getting off much sooner then I anticipate, or even want...
Hardly even knew me...
xoxo
~Chrissy~