May 24, 2005 19:44
So yea. Honestly, I no longer even want to go to prom. Between all the bitching going on here and all the crap I have to deal with...
Can't rent a car because I'm under 21. Gotta be 21 or over to be an additional driver. At least I'm saving money. See I always try to look at the brighter side of things :-\ It's 2 days before prom and I have no way of getting there. Honestly, that's not even what I'm at all worried about or even care about.
I feel so unreliable and I know I'm not.
I was gonna go down the shore to see Ian after prom and spend the weekend with friends.
Now, Ian is right again and he gets to rub it in, and worse yet, I have to stay home memorial day weekend.
I don't wanna stay stuck at home.
If I have to be a bum and hitch-hike, I will.
I refuse to stay home, bored, doing nothing, depressed, surrounded by boringness, bitching and bickering.
I quit on life.