Feb 15, 2005 23:20
Sorry I've been slow with the whole updating thing.
Last week was completely awesome! This is NOT in order.
Most of my college stuff was all finished and I got accepted to Rutgers and to Albright. I'm VERY happy about being accepted to Rutgers...it was my first choice. So far I've been accepted to those two school and to NJCU and Hofstra. No rejects! Yet...
I got my new schedule for second semester:
Ethics - Period 1 T,Th
Calculus - Period 2 M-F
Women's Studies - Period 3 M-F
Honors English :\ - Period 4 M-F
Phys Ed - Period 5 M,W,F
Health - Period 5 T,Th
I had Drama 2 6th but I dropped it for lazy purposes. I've had more thinking 'me' time so I have been thinking a lot lately.
Zach was talking shit about me in a chatroom I go in everynight and then denied it. I told him to fuck off. I can't stand fake people...
I went to the party on Friday. It was OK. I got to spend some time with my friends which was awesome but I was wearing a coresette that was very tight. It was hard to breathe.
I've been talking to Monkey lately. It's been going great! I don't wanna get to much into that ;)
This week has been horrible so far, but I've been trying to look on the bright side. Yesterday was Valentine's day and it was just so horrible. I woke up at 8:30 and I was just like, 'SHIT I'm gonna be LATE!' I got ready in 10 minutes and was walking to the bus stop. I prayed to God to not let me be late. I can go to 1 of 2 and usually go to the first one. There's no light at that intersection and no one was at that bus stop so it just went to the next bus stop and I was like 'GREAT! I'm gonna miss this $%*#!@^ bus!'. But there's a light at that bus stop and it turned RED! I ran and ran and ran and I MADE IT! And what is usually a 30-40 minute bus ride was 20 minutes! There was ABSOLUTELY NO TRAFFIC. That was great. Then when I came home after ECC (which I got a 98 on that test), I was tempted. I gave up bacon for lent and there was bacon on top of the stove...I knew it was a test. God helped me, and now I had to show I would keep my commitment and I PASSED my test. It was pretty OK but I was bitter most of the day about it being Valentine's Day and me being alone.
I got my report card today. Ethics - A; Calc - A; Organic Chem - A; H English - D; Phys Ed - A; Health - A; Drama - A. Anything odd about that? AT ALL!?!?! FUCKIN D IN ENGLISH?!?! FUCK THAT. I was so pissed when I found out. It was like 12 when I found out. I was yelling and cursing and so pissed and angry and enraged. Then I cried. And then I was just enraged again and wanted to kill him. Then I cried for about a half hour. Mrs. Rocco asked me to go to Starbuck's for her so I did and she treated me to a coffee. I became calm after my walk alone and my yummy Cafe Mocha with whipped cream and chocolate drizzle. I went to talk to him...
This was like 4 hours later that I did this. I convinced him to change it to a B if I get an A this cycle which is VERY possible. I like Paradise Lost a lot.
'God gave man free will, for without it he could not truely love.'
So you see this week has been pretty bad but Monkey has made it better. He's so easy to talk to and calms me. He called me today around 7:45 cause I needed to be woken up to get ready for my dance class which went awesome. I get to vent so much through it without using words. I am quite disappointed that it is my last year dancing.
My 18th birthday is in 25 days. I don't know what I want but I have compiled a list. Here it is:
1. Live Strong bracelet
2. Breast Cancer bracelet
3. Diabetes bracelet
4. Support Our Troops bracelet
5. Digital Camera (maybe mommy or brother will hook me up)
6. I think I want an ipod but I'm still undecided.
7. Any dolphin stuff that I don't already have (this will be on every list I compile)
8. Lilies (my favorite flower)
9. It'd be nice to go somewhere I've never been. OR to go somewhere I love.
10. Carrrrrrrr (VROOM! VROOM!! VROOM!!!)
11. <3 Boyfriend <3 (It'd be nice to not be alone anymore)
I really don't know what I'll be doing for my birthday week/weekend. My brother won't be around cause he'll be on a cruise and he gets back the next day on Sunday. Mommy will be out of town for 2 weeks 4 days after my birthday. My birthday will be celebrated for about 2 weeks. The week of the 6th -12th will consist of chillin, making plans for the weekend, and the Peer Leadership retreat on the 10th-11th. Then PAAAARRTTTTAAAYYYYY I guess LOL. My tattoo will be inked on the 13th.
My mom wants to throw me a party but something will most likely go wrong, and besides that, she spends so much money on me normally I don't wanna have her spend more. She spent like $650 at the post office today sending money for her plane ticket to Portugal and my phone bill.
I'm gonna have to go to NB soon and decide which school I'm going to go to. That should be the weekend after my birthday so like the 18th-19th-ish. We'll see...
This is I think enough for now and if you got this far THANK YOU for being interested...
xoxo
~Chrissy~