ugh.
So i was STUPID and looked at your page...and on it I saw what you wrote about being with her for a year and realizing she was the one on New Years last year when you were kissing ME. Then realizing that what everyone told me...how you introduced her as your girlfriend...they were right...you played me like you played the other girls...and I don't know how you managed to do it. You really aren't that great...you're white trash....you are a loser...and I know I'm better than you....but it still hurts...realizing what you did and how manipulative you really are. I didn't listen to the people I should've listened to.
It feels like everytime I take 1 step forward, I take 20 back.
Seriously...fuck you.
To the other one...feelings are a lot different there. If you wanted me back I'd probably come running in a heart beat. I don't know what we're trying to do...what we are thinking, but I feel it when I'm with you...and that scares me. I'm scared no one will make me feel the way you do, that I won't be able to look at another man and be so attracted to him, to miss the feeling of his lips on mine, to want to hold someone so bad my heart aches. Ian is dog shit on the ground compared to you, and maybe thats why I hold you up so high...but talking and seeing you again is bringing false hopes...or maybe they aren't false...but there are still hopes. Even though I don't think I could do what we did again...unless things changed...I hope they do change. I do still love you....and that's what hurts the most.
Oye "/
Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images
No
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
It feels like everytime I take 1 step forward, I take 20 back.
Seriously...fuck you.
To the other one...feelings are a lot different there. If you wanted me back I'd probably come running in a heart beat. I don't know what we're trying to do...what we are thinking, but I feel it when I'm with you...and that scares me. I'm scared no one will make me feel the way you do, that I won't be able to look at another man and be so attracted to him, to miss the feeling of his lips on mine, to want to hold someone so bad my heart aches. Ian is dog shit on the ground compared to you, and maybe thats why I hold you up so high...but talking and seeing you again is bringing false hopes...or maybe they aren't false...but there are still hopes. Even though I don't think I could do what we did again...unless things changed...I hope they do change. I do still love you....and that's what hurts the most.
Oye "/
Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images
No
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do