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i hate when my mind races and i have a million things going through it. i swear, i need to learn to stop....take a step back, and stop psyching myself out soo much. im coming to a point in my life where unfortunatly i feel as though im having a harder time trusting people, even those who have been closest to me. i dunno why im feeling this way, but
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Well, let me start by saying that if it helps it's 5:15 AM and my mind is still racing. It never stops.
Seriously though, I hate to watch you go through this. I know it's hard. You do give so much of yourself to everyone and as long as I've known you have made it a point to put others' happiness ahead of your own. That's an amazing quality and in truth it is rare. You have such a big heart Laila and if people can't appreciate that then they don't deserve your friendship.
Robbie: I wish I had the answer to this one. I know that I've never seen you happier since you and him have been together, and I think whatever fears you have will eventually dissipate. My only thought if this is something that genuinely bothers you is just to talk to him about it. I'm sure you have, but he's your best source of reassurance in this case.
Nicole: There's no easy answer here either. Not having her around sucks big-time. But with everything that you have experienced I don't have to remind you that she is watching over us. She is helping you through all of this (whether you asked for it or not). You want her advice, listen for it. I guarantee you'll get some answers. It's hard to have faith when we miss people so much, but we know she's not gone.
Finally, know that no matter what, anytime, anywhere, I am here for you. Never forget that.
Laila, I love you!
-Ryan
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